Gloria Gaynor. Èñòîðèÿ ïåñíè «I Will Survive» |

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Çíàìåíèòóþ “I Will Survive” («ß âûæèâó») ñ÷èòàþò ñâîèì ãèìíîì ôåìèíèñòêè, ÂÈ×-èíôèöèðîâàííûå, ïðåäñòàâèòåëè íåòðàäèöèîííîé ñåêñóàëüíîé îðèåíòàöèè è, ñàìî ñîáîé, ïîëîâèíà æåíùèí íà ïëàíåòå, ðàññòàâøèõñÿ ñ ìóæ÷èíàìè íå ïî ñîáñòâåííîé âîëå. Ïåñíÿ ÿâëÿåòñÿ ñàìîé èçâåñòíîé â òâîð÷åñòâå Ãëîðèè Ãåéíîð è îäíîé èç íåìíîãèõ ðåàëüíî êëàññíûõ êîìïîçèöèé, êîòîðûå íàì ïîäàðèëà ýïîõà äèñêî. Ñîáñòâåííî, “I Will Survive” ïðîñòî íå ìîãëà îêàçàòüñÿ íåóäà÷íîé, âåäü ÷óâñòâà, êîòîðûå îíà ïåðåäàåò, áûëè î÷åíü áëèçêè êàê òàëàíòëèâûì àâòîðàì ïåñíè, òàê è åå áåñïîäîáíîé èñïîëíèòåëüíèöå. Äèíî Ôåêàðèñ è Ôðåääè Ïåððåí ñî÷èíèëè åå, îñòàâøèñü áåç ðàáîòû, à Ãëîðèÿ Ãåéíîð èñïîëíèëà ïîñëå êðàòêîâðåìåííîãî âçëåòà, çà êîòîðûì ïîñëåäîâàëî âíåçàïíîå ïàäåíèå. Íà÷àëàñü èñòîðèÿ ïåñíè “I Will Survive” ñ òîãî, ÷òî Ôåêàðèñà è Ïåððåíà â 1978 ãîäó óâîëèëè èç Motown Records, ãäå îíè íå áåç óñïåõà ðàáîòàëè øòàòíûìè ïåñåííèêàìè. Âîò ÷òî ðàññêàçàë î ñèòóàöèè Äèíî: |
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Òàê ÷òî, êîãäà Ïåððåí è Ôåêàðèñ ðàáîòàëè íàä ïåñíåé, âäîõíîâåíèÿ ó íèõ áûëî ñ èçáûòêîì, è ðåçóëüòàò ïîëó÷èëñÿ ñîîòâåòñòâóþùèì. Íî ÷òî çíà÷àò òåêñò è íîòû áåç èñïîëíèòåëüíèöû, êîòîðàÿ ñìîæåò ïðî÷óâñòâîâàòü àòìîñôåðó è äîíåñòè åå äî ñëóøàòåëÿ.
Íàäî ñêàçàòü, ïîèñêè ïîäõîäÿùåé êàíäèäàòóðû çàòÿíóëèñü, è ïàðíè óæå ðåøèëè îòäàòü “I Will Survive” ïåðâîé èçâåñòíîé ïåâèöå, êîòîðàÿ çàõî÷åò ñïåòü ïåñíþ. Èìåííî â ýòîò ìîìåíò (êàê òóò íå ïîâåðèòü âî âìåøàòåëüñòâî âûñøèõ ñèë!) ê íèì îáðàòèëèñü ïðåäñòàâèòåëè êîìïàíèè, â êîòîðîé çàïèñûâàëàñü Ãëîðèÿ Ãåéíîð, ñ ïðåäëîæåíèåì ïðîäþñèðîâàòü åå òðåê “Substitute”.
À òåïåðü íåìíîãî î òîì, ïî÷åìó Ãåéíîð èäåàëüíî ïîäõîäèëà äëÿ èñïîëíåíèÿ “I Will Survive”.
Óñïåõ ïðèøåë ê Ãëîðèè â 1975 ãîäó, êîãäà îíà âûïóñòèëà àëüáîì “Never Can Say Goodbye”, à ñïóñòÿ ïàðó ëåò åå óæå íàçûâàëè «Êîðîëåâîé äèñêî». Íî âäðóã íà íåå îäíà çà äðóãîé ïîñûïàëèñü íåïðèÿòíîñòè. Îíà ïîõîðîíèëà ìàòü. Åé ïðèøëîñü ïåðåíåñòè òÿæåëóþ îïåðàöèþ, ïîñëå êîòîðîé îíà â òå÷åíèå íåñêîëüêèõ ìåñÿöåâ áûëà ïðèêîâàíà ê èíâàëèäíîìó êðåñëó. Áûâøèé ìåíåäæåð îáìàíóë Ãëîðèþ, îñòàâèâ åé êó÷ó äîëãîâ. À íåïîñòîÿííàÿ ïóáëèêà óæå ïîäçàáûëà åå è âîñõèùàëàñü äðóãèìè çâåçäàìè. Ñòîèò ëè óäèâëÿòüñÿ, ÷òî Ãëîðèÿ Ãåéíîð ñðàçó æå ïðîíèêëàñü ïåñíåé è áåç ðàçäóìèé ñîãëàñèëàñü åå ñïåòü.
“I Will Survive” èñïîëíÿåòñÿ îò ëèöà áðîøåííîé æåíùèíû, êîòîðàÿ íàó÷èëàñü îáõîäèòüñÿ áåç îñêîðáèâøåãî åå ìóæ÷èíû, íî Ãåéíîð âñåãäà ðàññìàòðèâàëà åå êàê ïåñíþ î ïðåîäîëåíèè òðóäíîñòåé â øèðîêîì ñìûñëå ñëîâà.  ÷àñòíîñòè îíà ãîâîðèëà: «Ìíå íðàâèòñÿ, ÷òî îíà ïîääåðæèâàåò, ìíå íðàâèòñÿ, ÷òî îíà îáîäðÿåò. Ýòî âå÷íûå ñëîâà, ðàññêàçûâàþùèå î âå÷íîé ïðîáëåìå».
Èíòåðåñíî, ÷òî èçíà÷àëüíî “I Will Survive” áûëà âûïóùåíà íà îáðàòíîé ñòîðîíå ñèíãëà, îñíîâíûì òðåêîì êîòîðîãî ñòàëà, êàê è ïëàíèðîâàëîñü, ïåñíÿ “Substitute”. Íî äè-äæåè â êëóáàõ è íà ðàäèî ãîðàçäî ÷àùå ñòàâèëè “I Will Survive”, ïîýòîìó âñêîðå ñèíãë áûë èçäàí çàíîâî, è êîìïîçèöèè â íîâîé âåðñèè ïîìåíÿëèñü ìåñòàìè.
 ìàðòå 1979 ãîäà “I Will Survive” ïîäíÿëàñü íà ïåðâóþ ñòðî÷êó àìåðèêàíñêèõ ÷àðòîâ. Ïîçæå îíà ïîëó÷èëà «Ãðýììè» êàê ëó÷øàÿ çàïèñü â ñòèëå äèñêî (åäèíñòâåííàÿ â ñâîåì ðîäå, ïîòîìó ÷òî òàêàÿ ïðåìèÿ â ýòîé íîìèíàöèè âðó÷àëàñü ëèøü îäèí ðàç).
Êàê óòâåðæäàåò ñàìà Ãëîðèÿ Ãåéíîð, åå íè êàïëè íå áåñïîêîèò òîò ôàêò, ÷òî “I Will Survive” çàòìèëà âñå ïðî÷èå ïåñíè, êîòîðûå îíà êîãäà-ëèáî ïåëà. Ïî ýòîìó ïîâîäó îíà âûðàçèëàñü ñëåäóþùèì îáðàçîì:
- «…ÿ íå óñòàþ åå ïåòü. ß âñåãäà îñâåæàþ åå: ìåíÿþ ðèòì, ñëîâà, îáíîâëÿþ àðàíæèðîâêó. ß äàæå âñòàâèëà â ñåðåäèíó îòðûâîê â ñòèëå õèï-õîï. ß âûêëàäûâàþñü ïåðåä ïóáëèêîé íà 295%, êîãäà ïîþ ýòó ïåñíþ, ïîòîìó ÷òî ëþäè ïî-ïðåæíåìó ëþáÿò åå».
“I Will Survive” çàíèìàåò 492-óþ ñòðî÷êó ñïèñêà 500 âåëè÷àéøèõ ïåñåí âñåõ âðåìåí ïî âåðñèè “Rolling Stone”.
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Òåêñò ïåñíè “I Will Survive” |
Ïåðåâîä ïåñíè “I Will Survive” |
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At first I was afraid I was petrified Kept thinking I could never live without you by my side But then I spent so many nights Thinking how you did me wrong And I grew strong And I learned how to get along And now you’re back from outer space I just walked in to find you here with that sad look upon your face I should have changed that stupid lock I should have made you leave your key If I’ve known for just one second you’d back to bother me |
Ñíà÷àëà ÿ èñïóãàëàñü, ÿ îöåïåíåëà, Âñå äóìàëà î òîì, ÷òî íå ìîãëà æèòü, åñëè òåáÿ íåò ðÿäîì Íî çàòåì íî÷ü çà íî÷üþ ß äóìàëà, êàê íå÷åñòíî òû îáîøåëñÿ ñî ìíîé È ÿ îêðåïëà È ÿ íàó÷èëàñü æèòü äàëüøå È òåïåðü òû âåðíóëñÿ Îòêóäà-òî èç êîñìîñà ß ëèøü âîøëà è óâèäåëà, ÷òî òû çäåñü ñ òàêèì ïå÷àëüíûì âûðàæåíèåì íà ëèöå ß áû çàìåíèëà òîò äóðàöêèé çàìîê, ß áû çàñòàâèëà òåáÿ îòäàòü ñâîé êëþ÷, Åñëè áû çíàëà, ÷òî òû âåðíåøüñÿ, ÷òîáû äîêó÷àòü ìíå |
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Chorus: Go on now, go walk out the door Just turn around now ‘Cause you’re not welcome anymore Weren’t you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye Do you think I’d crumble Did you think I’d lay down and die? Oh no, not I. I will survive Oh as long as I know how to love I know I’ll stay alive I’ve got all my life to live I’ve got all my love to give and I’ll survive I will survive |
Ïðèïåâ: Äàâàé, èäè çà äâåðü, Îòâîðà÷èâàéñÿ è óõîäè, Ïîòîìó ÷òî òåáå çäåñü áîëüøå íå ðàäû Ðàçâå íå òû ïûòàëñÿ ïðè÷èíèòü ìíå áîëü ñâîèì ïðîùàíèåì Òû äóìàåøü, ÿ äîëæíà óïàñòü äóõîì? Òû äóìàåøü, ÿ äîëæíà ëå÷ü è óìåðåòü? Î, íå, òîëüêî íå ÿ. ß âûæèâó Î, ïîêà ÿ ïîìíþ, êàê ëþáèòü, ß çíàþ, ÿ áóäó æèòü Ó ìåíÿ âïåðåäè âñÿ æèçíü Ìíå ïðåäñòîèò ïîäàðèòü êîìó-òî âñþ ñâîþ ëþáîâü, ÿ âûæèâó ß âûæèâó |
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It took all the strength I had not to fall apart Kept trying’ hard to mend the pieces of my broken heart And I spent oh so many nights Just feeling sorry for myself, I used to cry But now I hold my head up high And you see me, somebody new I’m not that chained up little girl who’s still in love with you And so you felt like dropping in And just expect me to be free Now I’m saving all my lovin’ for someone who’s loving me |
Ìíå ïðèøëîñü ñîáðàòü âîëþ â êóëàê, ÷òîáû íå ðàñêëåèòüñÿ ß èçî âñåõ ñèë ïûòàëàñü ñîáðàòü ñâîå ðàçáèòîå ñåðäöå È ÿ íî÷è íàïðîëåò Ëèøü æàëåëà ñåáÿ è ïîñòîÿííî ïëàêàëà Íî òåïåðü ÿ âûñîêî ïîäíÿëà ãîëîâó È òû âèäèøü ìåíÿ – ñîâåðøåííî íîâóþ ß íå òà ñêîâàííàÿ äåâ÷îíêà, êîòîðàÿ ïî-ïðåæíåìó òåáÿ ëþáèò È òû äóìàë, ÷òî ìîæåøü ïîÿâèòüñÿ çäåñü È óâèäåòü ìåíÿ âñå åùå ñâîáîäíîé îò îòíîøåíèé, Íî ÿ êîïëþ ñâîþ ëþáîâü, äëÿ òîãî, êòî ëþáèò ìåíÿ. |
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