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Poets of the fall.

Âîñêðåñåíüå, 11 Ñåíòÿáðÿ 2022 ã. 23:13 + â öèòàòíèê
*ß îáû÷íî ãîâîðþ( êîãäà ïðèñíèòüñÿ êîøìàð èëè çàöèêëåííûé ñîí ñ îäèíàêîâûìè äåêîðàöèÿìè),÷òî îïÿòü ñíèòüñÿ âñÿêàÿ äðÿíü. Íî ïî õîðîøåìó â ñíàõ åñòü òàêàÿ øòóêà ( åñëè òû ñîçíà¸øü ýòî òàì), òàì âîçìîæíî âñ¸. Îñîáåííî òàì ìîæíî ëåòàòü. Ýõ, ñêó÷àþ ïî ýòîìó èíîãäà( õîòÿ çíàþ, ÷òî ýòî îçíà÷àåò ïî ñîííèêó).
Çàìóñîðåííûé çà äåíü ìîçã òàêîå âûäà¸ò âî ñíå, ÷òî ïðîñûïàåøüñÿ è äóìàåøü, êàêîãî ÷¸ðòà. ß æå ïðîñòî õîòåëà ïîñïàòü ñïîêîéíî áåç íàãíåòàíèÿ íà íåðâû. Ïðåäñòàâüòå, à ýòîò ( ñîí ) ëûáèòñÿ è ñïîêîéíî îò÷àëèâàåò óòðîì.
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Poets - Tour Diaries - Part 4 The Substance of Dreams No matter how much you love the night, and I absolutely did love last night, intense nights tend to precede intense dreams. What one would need and may wish for, is the deep, dreamless oblivion that leaves you well rested. But when those sneaky dreams do find you, exuberant, violent and vibrant, It’s like you’ve suddenly been caught in the clutches of Baba Yaga herself, and spirited away in her hut on bird's legs. Through the dark woods and festival grounds in the sky, dodging jugglers of lies and contortionist hangmen, eating tribulation and wearing laces of poison. By the time I wake up, I’ve been running in circles, running without seeming to, bargaining without leverage and negotiating without language. I’m hot and bothered, tangled up in sticky, white suffocation, halfway through an axe swing, trailing bloody footprints. Oh boy, it’s good to be awake again! Then the dream pivots on its precarious hinges, overturning reality, spitting me out. I’m so exhausted I feel the need for another night to swallow me whole, to cradle me in a blanket of restful shadows. Just another eight hours, please. But now, sunlight, that ever enthusiastic puppy dog, is bouncing through my window and all over the hotel room. Its too loud yapping is an expression of unadulterated joy. But I’m not having any of it. Not yet. Sit. Paw. Down. Stay. Good dog. What is this? Another dream? A daymare? Just another illusion, if no less convincing than the one I’ve just broken through? In that momentary confusion, I reach out for anything to drag me out of the morass. My dark disquiet snickers in the cellar of my mind. Inspecting its weapons, choosing carefully, while I'm drowning. But then my hand closes over something. A tiny pebble. Something I picked up on a beach once. A random act of providence. And it becomes my anchor. It’s real. I can feel it, sense it. Its rough contours, the glass smooth spans on its other side, the water drilled holes through it. Then the hand squeezing it. Then my arm, and finally the rest of my body, one limb at a time. I am here. I am now. I am. Breathe. -Marko

Ïîýòû - Ãàñòðîëüíûå äíåâíèêè - ×àñòü 4

Ñóùíîñòü ñíîâèäåíèé

Íåçàâèñèìî îò òîãî, íàñêîëüêî ñèëüíî âû ëþáèòå íî÷ü, à ÿ àáñîëþòíî òî÷íî ëþáèë ïðîøëóþ íî÷ü, íàïðÿæåííûå íî÷è îáû÷íî ïðåäøåñòâóþò íàïðÿæåííûì ñíàì.
Òî, ÷òî íóæíî è ÷åãî ìîæíî æåëàòü, - ýòî ãëóáîêîå çàáâåíèå áåç ñíîâèäåíèé, êîòîðîå äåëàåò âàñ õîðîøî îòäîõíóâøèì.
Íî êîãäà ýòè êîâàðíûå ñíû íàñòèãàþò âàñ, áóéíûå, æåñòîêèå è ÿðêèå, âû ñëîâíî âíåçàïíî ïîïàäàåòå â ëàïû ñàìîé Áàáû ßãè è óíîñèòåñü â åå èçáóøêó íà ïòè÷üèõ íîæêàõ. ×åðåç òåìíûå ëåñà è íåáåñíûå ôåñòèâàëüíûå ïëîùàäêè, óâîðà÷èâàÿñü îò æîíãëåðîâ ëæè è ïàëà÷åé-àêðîáàòîâ, ïèòàþùèõñÿ íåñ÷àñòüåì è îäåòûõ â îòðàâëåííûå êðóæåâà.
Ê òîìó âðåìåíè, êîãäà ÿ ïðîñûïàþñü, ÿ óæå áåãó ïî êðóãó, ðåàëüíî áåãó, âåäó òîðã, íå èìåÿ ðû÷àãîâ âîçäåéñòâèÿ è áåçìîëâíî âåäó ïåðåãîâîðû. ß ðàçãîðÿ÷åí è âñòðåâîæåí, çàïóòàëñÿ â ëèïêîì áåëîì óäóøüå, íà ïîëïóòè îò âçìàõà òîïîðà, îñòàâëÿþùåãî êðîâàâûå ñëåäû.
Î áîæå, êàê æå õîðîøî ñíîâà ïðîñíóòüñÿ!
Çàòåì ñîí ïîâîðà÷èâàåòñÿ íà ñâîèõ øàòêèõ øàðíèðàõ, îïðîêèäûâàÿ ðåàëüíîñòü è âûïëåâûâàÿ ìåíÿ íàðóæó. ß íàñòîëüêî èçìîòàí, ÷òî ÷óâñòâóþ ïîòðåáíîñòü â åùå îäíîé íî÷è, êîòîðàÿ ïîãëîòèò ìåíÿ öåëèêîì, óêðîåò îäåÿëîì ñïîêîéíûõ òåíåé. Åùå âîñåìü ÷àñîâ, ïîæàëóéñòà.
Íî ñåé÷àñ ñîëíå÷íûé ëó÷, ýòîò âå÷íî âîñòîðæåííûé ùåíîê, âðûâàåòñÿ â ìîå îêíî è ïðîíèêàåò â ãîñòèíè÷íûé íîìåð. Åãî ñëèøêîì ãðîìêîå òÿâêàíüå - ýòî âûðàæåíèå áåçóäåðæíîé ðàäîñòè. Íî ìíå ýòî íå íðàâèòñÿ.
Åùå íåò.
Ñèäåòü. Ëàïà. Âíèç. Îñòàòüñÿ. Õîðîøàÿ ñîáàêà.
×òî ýòî? Åùå îäèí ñîí? Äíåâíîé êîøìàð? Ïðîñòî åùå îäíà èëëþçèÿ, íå ìåíåå óáåäèòåëüíàÿ, ÷åì òà, ñêâîçü êîòîðóþ ÿ òîëüêî ÷òî ïðîðâàëñÿ?
 ýòîì ìãíîâåííîì çàìåøàòåëüñòâå ÿ òÿíóñü ê ÷åìó óãîäíî, ÷òî ìîãëî áû âûòàùèòü ìåíÿ èç òðÿñèíû. Ìîå òåìíîå áåñïîêîéñòâî õèõèêàåò â ïîäâàëå ìîåãî ðàçóìà. Îñìàòðèâàåò ñâîå îðóæèå, òùàòåëüíî âûáèðàåò, ïîêà ÿ òîíó.
Íî ïîòîì ìîÿ ðóêà íà ÷òî-òî íàòûêàåòñÿ. Êðîøå÷íûé êàìåøåê. Êîå-÷òî, ÷òî ÿ îäíàæäû ïîäîáðàë íà ïëÿæå. Ñëó÷àéíûé àêò ïðîâèäåíèÿ. È ýòî ñòàíîâèòñÿ ìîèì ñïàñèòåëüíûì ÿêîðåì. Ýòî ðåàëüíî. ß ÷óâñòâóþ ýòî, îùóùàþ ýòî. Åãî ãðóáûå î÷åðòàíèÿ, ãëàäêóþ ñòåêëÿííóþ ïîâåðõíîñòü åãî îáðàòíîé ñòîðîíû, âîäà ïðîäûðÿâèëà åãî. Çàòåì ëàäîíü, ñæèìàþùóþ åãî. Çàòåì ìîþ ðóêó è, íàêîíåö, âñå îñòàëüíîå òåëî, âñå êîíå÷íîñòè ïîî÷åðåäíî.
ß çäåñü. ß ñåé÷àñ. ß. Äûøàòü.
- Ìàðêî.
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