| i_surrender 25.02.2010 09:54:01: The trouble with truth is it never lies
And the trouble with wrongs
That its never right
So I rest my head under Your light
The trouble with peace, is it never fights
And the trouble with loves
That its always blind
I want to walk to the edge of it
Tonight, and I fall down
I am on my knees
Cause Youre everything I need
And Ive made a mess of myself
On my own
Now I am on my face
And Im calling out Your name
And I wont run away
Cause Im already home
The trouble with tears is that they dry
And the trouble within
Made me wanna cry
Ive never felt so much like Im alive
I wanna open my eyes and see Your face
If I have to wait a thousand days
Ill still be right here, right next to You
And I fall down
And I know I havent always been
Where You wanted me
Im standin here, arms out
Broken down
Before you
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| i_surrender 01.02.2010 09:54:23: Call for the grandest of all earthly spectacles, what is that? It is the sun going to his rest.
Thomas De Quincey
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| i_surrender 01.02.2010 09:52:02: Beauty is the promise of happiness.
Henri B. Stendhal
The ideal beauty is a fugitive which is never found. Marquise De Stvignt Beauty of whatever kind, in its supreme development, invariably excites the sensitive soul to tears. Edgar Allan Poe |
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| i_surrender 28.01.2010 19:46:51: Amazing, refreshing morning...
--I miss you---
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| i_surrender 22.01.2010 11:33:00: Love rules a kingdom without a sword.
proverbs
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i'll walk beside you ... |
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you promised me and dissapeared
you said you loved me, i believed
you said you need me, i need you
then why oh tell me please i feel the pain come through
it's cutting into flesh
and nothing seems lightness
its everything you do, that makes me feel the way i do...
between the words i catch
a breath another breath
i seem to lose control, its not so normal...
describe the words of love
describe "i will be here"
and all i see is emptiness, its real.
between the sky and earth
another universe and deeply through the wind
another rain comes in...
there's nothing in your way
to do the words you say
but still you walk on by
i wonder why i try...
EVER FELT THE PAIN CUTTING THROUGH YOU HEART LIKE A SPEAR, TAKING AWAY YOUR EVERYTHING AND
WHEN IT'S OVER GIVING IT BACK TO YOU ... IT GOES IN CYCLES AND NEVER STOPS, DROPS AND DROPS ...
FEELING HELPLESS YOU GIVE UP, THATS WHEN IT GOES AWAY AND THEN YOU GAIN THE STRENGTH TO MOVE
ON ... AND THERE IT GOES AGAIN...
FaLL IN LOVE AND THEN BETRAYED YOU'RE HURT AGAIN ... YOU CAN'T BREATHE, YOU CAN'T SEE ANY LIGHT AROUND
BUT YOU STILL WALK INTO NOWHERE, AGAIN ... THE PAIN, THE LONG WAY SUFFERING, THE SCARS ...
YOU DON'T SEE THE FUTURE, YOU LIVE WITH YOUR PAST AND HOLD IT TIGHT IN YOUR LAP ...
SO YOU ASK YOUR SELF IF IT WILL EVER BE OVER BECAUSE YOU STILL HAVE hope ... hOPE IS WHAT KEEPS
YOU STANDING STRONG LIKE A TREE IN THE WIND...
I THOUGH ABOUT MYSELF ... HOW DID I GO ON???
AM I THAT STRONG?? IS THERE ANYTHING FOR ME
HIDDEN IN THE FUTURE??? WHAT'S THE NEXT MOVE??
BUT I REALIZE THAT THE ANSWERS ARE NOT ALWAYS THERE, NOT
ALWAYS POSITIVE, NOT ALWAYS ANSWERS ... SO I MOVE ON AND LIVE
MY LIFE LIKE A CYCLE, DOING THE SAME THINGS, TRYING SOMETHING
NEW ONCE IN A WHILE, GETTING HURT AND FALLING BUT THEN
GETTING UP AGAIN AND REALIZING THAT ONE LIFE I HAVE
AND I SHOULD FORGIVE, FORGET IF POSSIBLE AND MOVE ON TO
A NEW LEVEL...
I REALIZE THAT NOBODY WILL UNDERSTAND ME AND THAT
I SHOULDN'T EXPECT ANYONE TO ...
YES, IT HURTS BUT LOOK HOW FAR I'VE COME...
NOBODY KNEW, KNOWS, OR WILL KNOW ABOUT
WHAT'S HIDDEN IN MY SOUL OR HEART EXEPT GOD...
THE ONE WHO KNOWS ME WELL AND THE ONE THAT KEEPS
ME GOING THROUGH EVERYTHING ...
so ask me why all this????
because my heart is restless ...
one minute it's okay and the other
is just empty ...
the days are long but the nights are longer ..
even my dreams are empty now ...
i know a future comes but
i don't think about it anymore ...
i'm living with today knowing that
if i start dreaming again ... i will get hurt
i will fall and that this time i might not have enough
strength to get up and look ahead ...
because I don't see anyone beside ...
someone i need right now is too far ...
someone to hold me is too weak
so what's left ???
nimic .... (nothing)
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all of me |
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I don't believe you.... |
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whAt iF ... toDay waS yoUr laSt daY |
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keep in mind and heart - ... |
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from souvenirs to souvenirs |
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