I feel more and more comfortable with my loneliness.
It's nice, though scary.
I just don't care anymore.
Because I am sure now that I am doomed to be alone.

Sometimes when I see some guy with his cute girlfriend I can't help but say to him inwardly: Man, you have no idea of HOW LUCKY YOU ARE.

That is no complaint. I'm through complaining. Doesn't work.

I'm perfectly content cause I found peace of mind in my loneliness. The more lonely I get - the more fredom I gain.

Fuck you, god, thank you, me.