Öèòàòà ñîîáùåíèÿ Sway2008
She Is Out Of My Life.

"Ýòà ïåñíÿ îáî ìíå. Èíîãäà ìíå òðóäíî ñìîòðåòü â ãëàçà ìîèì ïîäðóãàì, äàæå åñëè è èõ õîðîøî çíàþ, Ìîè âñòðå÷è è îòíîøåíèÿ ñ äåâóøêàìè íå çàâåðøàëèñü ñ÷àñòëèâûì êîíöîì, êîòîðîãî ÿ æäàë. ×òî-òî âñåãäà ìåøàëî. Òåì, ÷åì ÿ äåëþñü ñ ìèëëèîíàìè, íåâîçìîæíî ïîäåëèòüñÿ ñ îäíîé. Ìíîãèì äåâóøêàì õî÷åòñÿ çíàòü, ÷åì ÿ æèâó, ïî÷åìó ÿ æèâó òàê, à íå èíà÷å, èëè ïîñòóïàé òàê, êàê ïîñòóïàþ; îíè ïûòàþòñÿ ïðîíèêíóòü â ìîè ìûñëè. Õîòÿò èçáàâèòü îò îäèíî÷åñòâà, íî äåëàþò ýòî òàê, ÷òî ó ìåíÿ ñîçäàåòñÿ âïå÷àòëåíèå, áóäòî îíè õîòÿò ðàçäåëèòü ñî ìíîé îäèíî÷åñòâî, ÷åãî ÿ íèêîìó íå ïîæåëàþ, ïîòîìó ÷òî óâåðåí: ÿ îäèí èç ñàìûõ îäèíîêèõ ëþäåé íà ñâåòå.
"Îíà óøëà èç ìîåé æèçíè" — ýòà ïåñíÿ î òîì, ÷òî ÿ ïåðåæèë; ÿ îòãîðîæåí îò äðóãèõ îáìàí÷èâî íèçêèì áàðüåðîì, êîòîðûé, êàçàëîñü áû, ëåãêî ïðåîäîëåòü, íî ÿ îñòàþñü, ñëîâíî ïðèêîâàííûé, íà ìåñòå, ñ îò÷àÿíèåì íàáëþäàÿ, êàê èñ÷åçàåò âäàëè ïðåäìåò ìîèõ âîæäåëåíèé." "…Íî ïåñíÿ "Îíà óøëà èç ìîåé æèçíè" ñëèøêîì ãëóáîêî çàâëàäåëà ìîèì âîîáðàæåíèåì. ß íà ñàìîì äåëå íå ìîã ñäåðæàòü ñëåç â êîíöå çàïèñè — òàê ñèëüíî äåéñòâîâàëè íà ìåíÿ ñëîâà. Ñòîëüêî âî ìíå íàêîïèëîñü ÷óâñòâ. Ìíå áûë äâàäöàòü îäèí ãîä, ìîæíî ñêàçàòü, ÿ áûë î÷åíü áîãàò, íî ïîäëèííîé ðàäîñòè ìíå íå õâàòàëî. Èíîãäà ìíå êàæåòñÿ, ÷òî ìîé æèçíåííûé îïûò íàïîìèíàåò îòðàæåíèå â êðèâîì çåðêàëå — ðàñïóõøèé ñ îäíîé ñòîðîíû è óñîõøèé äî ïðåäåëà ñ äðóãîé. ß áîÿëñÿ, ÷òî ýòî ïðîÿâèòñÿ ïðè èñïîëíåíèè "Îíà óøëà èç ìîåé æèçíè", íî åñëè ýòà ïåñíÿ çàòðàãèâàåò ñòðóíû â äóøå ëþäåé, ÿ óæå ÷óâñòâóþ ñåáÿ ìåíåå îäèíîêèì.
Êîãäà ÿ ðàçâîëíîâàëñÿ â òîò äåíü ïîñëå çàïèñè, ñî ìíîé áûëè òîëüêî Êüþ è Áðþñ Ñóèäåí. Ïîìíþ, ÿ çàêðûë ëèöî ðóêàìè è ñëûøàë ëèøü æóææàíüå àïïàðàòóðû äà ñîáñòâåííûå âñõëèïûâàíèÿ. Ïîòîì ÿ èçâèíèëñÿ, íî îáà ïîñïåøèëè ìåíÿ óñïîêîèòü."(Moonwalker)
She's out of my life
She's out of my life
And I don't know whether to laugh or cry
I don't know whether to live or die
And it cuts like a knife
She's out of my life
It's out of my hands
It's out of my hands
To think for two years she was here
And I took her for granted I was so cavalier
Now the way that it stands
She's out of my hands
So I've learned that love's not possession
And I've learned that love won't wait
Now I've learned that love needs expression
But I learned too late and
She's out of my life
She's out of my life
Damned indecision and cursed pride
I kept my love for her locked deep inside
And it cuts like a knife
She's out of my life
êîä ñãåíåðèðîâàí êîíâåðòåðîì âèäåîññûëîê