странное какое-то состояние: весенне-зимнее. то швыряю бумаги на лекции, то мне веселее всех на свете...
болтала сёдня с сиротиной- такого позитива давно не видела. надо заняться своим поведением...
бабушка меня каждый день балует всякими вкусностями, а уезжает она на этои недельке...поэтому решила  захватить её в заложники- кто же ещё в этой семье меня будет тааак кормить :)
начала качать пресс по классной американской методикe-все болит, но думаю это того стоит...
Хочу ВЕСНУ, солнышко и мороженное в перерывах между пар, гуляя по чистым прудам.

theres a little truth behind every [justkidding]
a little curiosity behind every [justwondering]
a little knowledge behind every [idontknow]
and a little emotion behind every [idontcare]  (c)
 

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There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without but have to let go. - team lycans

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there are so many people out there who will tell you that you can't. what you've got to do is turn around and say "watch me"  (c)- layne beachley

Ты идеальная, не переживай... Я бы изменил в тебе только одно.
- Что?
- Твою фамилию на свою.  (c) someone's thought

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Если тебе скажут, что мечты не сбываются — не верь. Они сбываются, если за них бороться. (c) Мятежный дух

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Мы живем в городах, где каждый второй начинает день с мысли о суициде, а другой с мысли об убийстве… Но даже если твое утро начинается с чашки кофе и улыбки родного человека, это вовсе не означает, что места боли в твоем сердце нет. (c) Евгений Ничипурук.

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Определи, чего ты на самом деле хочешь, и поступай в соответствии с этим. Не трать двадцать лет на то, что бы жить, уклоняясь от выбора своего пути, когда ты можешь прямо сейчас решить и отправиться навстречу тому, что ты любишь.(с) Р.Бах

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Вера похожа на стакан с водой. В детстве он крошечный и наполнен, но стакан растет с возрастом, и та вода едва покрывает дно. Периодически стакан надо наполнять. Догма (Dogma)

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…Когда что-то кончается в жизни, будь то плохое или хорошее, остаётся пустота. Но пустота, оставшаяся после плохого, заполняется сама собой. Пустоту же после хорошего можно заполнить только отыскав что-то лучшее…(с) Эрнест Хемингуэй 

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- А что это такое - страшно устать? - спросила она.
- Это когда разные уголки твоих чувств становятся непонятными тебе самому...(c) Харуки Мураками 

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Ничего нельзя принимать близко к сердцу. Ведь то, что примешь, хочется удержать.
А удержать нельзя ничего. (с) Э. М. Ремарк

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- Ты что - то потеряла? Давай помогу найти , что это? Серёжка, браслет, платок?
- Да нет тут все чуть - чуть посложнее. Себя я ищу. Себя. (c) someone's thought

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Некоторые люди очень ясно слышат свой внутренний голос, и живут так, как он им подсказывает. Такие люди сходят с ума. Или становятся легендами… (c) Легенды осени
 

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Он сказал то, чего я так ждала от каждого.
На мое "не сдамся" он ответил "не отступлю".
(с) Чужие слова 
 

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Я не выдерживаю.
И хочу все вокруг расколошматить вдребезги.
Потому что не могу так больше.
Хочу закричать: "Я еще маленькая"! - и забиться куда-нибудь в угол...(с) Х. Мураками Dance Dance Dance

"Женщины бывают абсолютно честны с окружающей действительностью только несколько дней в месяц, в ПМС." (с) Полозкова
 

Бросить ко всем бы чертям этот сумрачный город
С его "непонятно" и вечною недовесной.
Если бы не ты,он бы не был ни нужен,ни дорог,
Я не могла б здесь ни с кем,разве только с тобой.

Бросить,забыть навсегда never sleeps,always jamming,
Всё так легко поменять на чужие огни и язык

Просто сбежать,чтоб себя не менять на общенье "не с теми".
Только б тебя забрала,жаль,ты жить здесь привык.

Бросить бы всё,попрощавшись со снегом в апреле,
И окунуться в дождливый и пасмурный май.
В то,что там лучше,смотря из окна самолета поверить,
А прилетев,сразу номер набрать и шепнуть "приезжай..."

(c) someone's poem

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-почему ты постоянно в наушниках?
-они как подушка безопасности между мной и остальным миром... (c) someone's thought

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Есть три вещи,на которые страшно смотреть с утра после пьянки: лицо,кошелек и список исходящих вызовов (c) someone's thought

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 все всегда уезжают навсегда. вернуться невозможно - вместо нас всегда возвращается кто-то другой. (c) Макс Фрай. 

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If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The long-term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists, whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experience. I will dispense this advice now.

Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth. Oh, never mind. You will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they've faded. But trust me, in 20 years, you'll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you can't grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked. You are not as fat as you imagine.

Don't worry about the future. Or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubble gum.
The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind, the kind that blind side you at 4pm on some idle Tuesday.

Do one thing every day that scares you.

Sing.

Don't be reckless with other people's hearts. Don't put up with people who are reckless with yours.

Floss.

Don't waste your time on jealousy. Sometimes you're ahead, sometimes you're behind. The race is long and, in the end, it's only with yourself.

Remember compliments you receive. Forget the insults. If you succeed in doing this, tell me how.

Keep your old love letters. Throw your old bank statements.

Stretch.

Don't feel guilty if you don't know what you want to do with your life. The most interesting people I know didn't know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives. Some of the most interesting 40 year olds I know still don't know.

Get plenty of calcium. Be kind to your knees. You'll miss them when they're gone.             

Maybe you'll marry, maybe you won't. Maybe you'll have children, maybe you won't. Maybe you'll divorce at 40, maybe you'll dance the funky chicken on your 75th anniversary. Whatever you do, don't congratulate yourself too much, or berate yourself either. Your choices are half chance. So are everybody else's.

Enjoy your body. Use it every way you can. Don't be afraid of it or of what other people think of it. It's the greatest instrument you'll ever own.

Dance, even if you have nowhere to do it but your living room.

Read the directions, even if you don't follow them.

Do not read beauty magazines. They will only make you feel ugly.

Get to know your parents. You never know when they'll be gone for good.

Be nice to your siblings. They're your best link to your past and the people most likely to stick with you in the future.

Understand that friends come and go, but with a precious few you should hold on. Work hard to bridge the gaps in geography and lifestyle, because the older you get, the more you need the people who knew you when you were young.

Live in New York City once, but leave it before it makes you hard. Live in Northern California once, but leave before it makes you soft.

Travel.
 
Accept certain inalienable truths: Prices will rise. Politicians will philander. You, too, will get old. And when you do, you'll fantasize that when you were young, prices were reasonable, politicians were noble, and children respected their elders.

Respect your elders.

Don't expect anyone else to support you. Maybe you have a trust fund. Maybe you'll have a wealthy spouse. But you never know when either one might run out.

Don't mess around too much with your hair or by the time you're 40 it will look 85.

Be careful whose advice you buy, but be patient with those who supply it. Advice is a form of nostalgia. Dispensing it is a way of fishing the past from the disposal, wiping it off, painting over the ugly parts and recycling it for more than it's worth.

But trust me on the sunscreen.

(c) Mary Schimch

I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it may be better tomorrow.

I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles a rainy day and lost luggage.

I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life.

I've learned that making a "living" is not the same thing as making a "life."

I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance.

I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands. You need to be able to throw something back.

I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision.

I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one.

I've learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone.

People love that human touch - holding hands, a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back.

I've learned that I still have a lot to learn.

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Don't spend major time with minor people.
If there are people in your life who continually disappoint you, break promises, stomp on your dreams, are too judgmental, have different values and don't have your back during difficult times...that is not friendship.

To have a friend, be a friend.
Sometimes in life as you grow, your friends will either grow or go. Surround yourself with people who reflect values, goals interests and lifestyles.

When I think of any of my successes,
I am thankful to God from whom all blessings flow, and to my family and friends who enrich my life.

Over the years my phone book has changed because I changed, for the better.
At first, you think you're going to be alone, but after awhile, new people show up in your life that make it so much sweeter and easier to endure.

Remember what your elders used to say,
"Birds of a feather flock together.
If you're an eagle, don't hang around chickens:
Chickens can't fly!"

To believe is to know that
every day is a new beginning.
It is to trust that miracles happen,
and dreams really do come true.

To believe is to see angels
dancing among the clouds,
To know the wonder of a stardust sky
and the wisdom of the man in the moon.

To believe is to know the value of a nurturing heart,
The innocence of a child's eyes

and the beauty of an aging hand,
for it is through their teachings we learn to love.

To believe is to find the strength
and courage that lies within us
When it is time to pick up
the pieces and begin again.

To believe is to know
we are not alone,
That life is a gift
and this is our time to cherish it.

To believe is to know
that wonderful surprises are just
waiting to happen,
And all our hopes and dreams are within reach.

If only we believe.
(c) Author Unknown

Today started reading Tuesdays with Morrie by Mitch Albom. Amazing book, very touching, makes me think about  life...nothing new though, but is worth reading.

Quotes

"The culture we have does not make people feel good about themselves. And you have to be strong enough to say if the culture doesn't work, don't buy it." (p.42)
 

"We...need to forgive ourselves...For all the things we didn't do. All the things we should have done. You can't get stuck on the regrets of what should have happened." (p.166)
 

"Don't cling to things, because everything is impermanent." (p.103)

"If you hold back on the emotions--if you don't allow yourself to go all the way through them--you can never get to being detached, you're too busy being afraid." (p.104)
 

"...if you're trying to show off for people at the top, forget it. They will look down on you anyhow. And if you're trying to show off for people at the bottom, forget it. They will only envy you. Status will get you nowhere. Only an open heart will allow you to float equally between everyone." (p.127)
 

"...there are a few rules I know to be true about love and marriage: If you don't respect the other person, you're gonna have a lot of trouble. If you don't know how to compromise, you're gonna have a lot of trouble. If you can't talk openly about what goes on between you, you're gonna have a lot of trouble. And if you don't have a common set of values in life, you're gonna have a lot of trouble. Your values must be alike." (p.149)
 

"Looking back, it is difficult for me to understand my strange state of mind." – My Life by Isadora Duncan 
 

"There are not many people in this world with the ability to give you butterflies, and if you don't tell those people how you feel, It'll be like spending the rest of your life in your own personal prison." - dawson's creek

"I'm lonely. Why do you think I had to learn to act so independent? I also get mad too quickly, and I hog the covers, and my second toe is longer than my big one. My hair has it's own zip code. Plus, I get certifiably crazy when I've got PMS. You don't love someone because they're perfect. You love them in spite of the fact that they're not." — Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)

"In nineteen minutes, you can mow the front lawn; color your hair; watch a third of a hockey game. In nineteen minutes, you can bake scones or get a tooth filled by a dentist; you can fold laundry for a family of five.
In nineteen minutes, you can stop the world; or you can just jump off it. " — Jodi Picoult (Nineteen Minutes)

"Some lessons can't be taught, they simply have to be learned." — Jodi Picoult (Vanishing Acts)

Started watching new spanish tv series about high school. Pretty crazy, but sad, with  good messages, good actors and plots. Made me cry actually, which is pretty unsual...

 «То, что очаровывает нас, также ведет и защищает. Страстная одержимость чем-нибудь, что мы любим - парусами, самолетами, идеями - и неудержимый магический поток прокладывает нам путь, вперед, низводя до нуля значительность правил, здравый смысл и разногласия, перенося нас через глубочайшие ущелья различий во мнениях. Без силы этой любви, мы становимся лодками, увязшими в штиле на море беспросветной скуки, а это смертельно...»

 «Самое страшное не то, что эта жизнь разбивает сердце – сердца создаются, чтобы быть разбитыми, - но то, что она обращает сердце в камень.» Оскар Уайлд, «Тюремная исповедь»  

"It took me a while to understand the beauty of just letting go."

It's the possibility that keeps me going...and though you may call me a dreamer or fool or any other thing, I believe that anything is possible." - Nicholas Sparks, 'The Notebook'

"I wish I could see some people just one more time you know just to let them know that they've made a difference in my life and I appreciate them; to let them know that a part of them will always be with me; to tell them that I'll never forget them."

"if I meet a 100 year old man and have something teach him, I will teach.. if I meet an 8 year old boy and he has something to teach me, I will learn."

"you know, taken out of context I must seem so strange." - ani difranco, 'fire door'

"i've made more mistakes than i can count upon my fingertips. i have been ashamed and i have felt guilty as all sin. counting every tear that drops cannot account for any loss. i'll let the past remain behind me now... fill it up with goodness; i'll drink it down with love." - jann arden, 'never give up on me'

"You know - that girl who rents the movie the night before an all-important paper is due because her debilitating attention deficit disorder got in the way of actually reading the book." - dawson's creek

"I'll never regret these years." -MEST

Цитаты из книг Макса Фрая:

 «...Казалось бы, живи и радуйся. Но нет, в голове моей теснились Беспокойные мысли – именно так, с большой буквы, крупные, жирные, тяжелые, поди избавься от них.»

 «Нет ничего невозможного. Ни для меня, ни для тебя, вообще ни для кого. Трудно многое, да что там, почти все в жизни трудно. Но “невозможно” – это бессмысленное слово. Опасная, ложная идея.»

and others:

До тех пор, пока не свяжешь себя обязательством, будет много сомнений, желаний отступить. Есть одна простейшая истина,
незнание которой убило бесчисленное множество идей и великолепных планов: Провидение начинает действовать в тот же миг, когда человек решительно связывает себя какими-то обязательствами. На человека вдруг обрушивается поток событий, которые могли бы и
не произойти ...Что бы вы не могли сделать или о чем бы вы не мечтали - приступайте.

Tener verdadero éxito en la vida es: reír mucho y muchas veces; ganar el respeto de personas inteligentes; gozar del cariño de niños; ganar el reconocimiento de personas cualificadas y saber soportar la traición de falsos amigos; apreciar la belleza; buscar lo mejor en los demás; dejar el mundo un poquito mejor de como lo encontraste - con un hijo sano, un jardín bonito o una persona más feliz; saber que al menos alguien ha vivido mejor gracias a ti.

Segodnya hodili na parad de los reyes magos (3 volhva, kotorye prinesli mladentsu Iisusu dary). Eto samyi vazhnyi prazdnik v Ispanii, po-krainei mere vazhnee Rozhdestva i NG.

Nashi volhvy prileteli na ukrashennom vertolete, y my dazhe uspeli ih sfotkat'))) Yahoo!!! A potom byla tseremoniya ih shestviya, soprovozhdayemaya diniozavrami, mikki mausami, medvedyami, konnitsami, orkestrami i t.d., vtechenie kotoroi oni brosali vsem konfetki:) dovol'no veselyi prazdnik, osobenno dlya detei))

Konfetki ya ne lovila (hotya neskol'ko mne sami mne upali v ruki), ostal'nye zhe chut' li ne dralis' iz-za etik karamelek ahah

Posle vsei protsessii ya, Ivelina, ital'yantsy, frantsuzy i nemka poshli k Ive domoi na uzhin, kotoryi zakonchilsya traditsionnym ispanskim blyudom, gotovischimsya tol'ko na etot prazdnik-

Roscón de Reyes.

It is traditional to put several surprises inside the "roscon." A porcelain figure of a baby/king wrapped in foil and a dry bean are hidden in the dough. Whoever finds the baby will have good luck and be the king of the party, but if you find the bean - pay for the cake!

Ivelina got a bean, and had to pay for the cake)) Anyways, the holiday is nice, especially for little children who get presents for taht day. Tomorrow is the official holiday, and everything will be closed, so will have to study(finally)...

• NY party was fine thank God: went to prepare dinner with Ivelina y Iordanka, then french and spanish dudes came, we ate and went to the main square to listen to boi chasov. We didnt buy grapes, so came there with bananas:) which was kinda fun
• went to puerto to dance, was cool, though hard to stay alive with high-heels shoes...
• next day was with oxana
• yesterday were watching "olivie show"
• am talking to policia nacional on fb, weird dude...
• meeting for coffee with Ivelina tomorrow
• tuesday-watching Los Reyes Magos who are coming to town
• 7th-shopping!!!!!!!!!!!!
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"I learned a lot this year. I learned that things don't always turn out the way you planned, or the way you think they should. And I've learned that there are things that go wrong that don't always get fixed or get put back together the way they were before. I've learned that some broken things stay broken, and I've learned that you can get through bad times and keep looking for better ones, as long as you have people who love you." -jennifer weiner

There are some days when you feel so lucky just to be where you are, and when you are, and who you are and you can't help but wonder if everyone else feels as lucky as you do." - Young Americans

"It's what you learn after you know it all, that counts." - John Wooden

"I believe life is constantly testing us for our level of commitment, and life's greatest rewards are reserved for those who demonstrate a never-ending commitment to act until they achieve. This level of resolve can move mountains, but it must be constant and consistent. As simplistic as this may sound, it is still the common denominator separating those who live their dreams from those who live in regret."

"Sometimes you just want to put other people's happiness before yours, because you love them, because they deserve it. Sometimes you want to go out of your way for other people just because you know that it's important that they get a chance to smile once in a while."

"I do honestly believe that people enter our lives for a reason. That everyone who we meet, who forms an impression has something to teach us. Everything that happens to us is an experience, and because of that it can never be bad. an experience can only be good because it all serves to shape the person that we are, the person that we become -jane green
 

"If I'm thanking you for anything... it's for being yourself. It's for not caring what anybody else thinks. It's for knowing in your own heart what's wrong and what's right. And it's for being there this year... when I needed you most." - dawson's creek

"She's great. I mean she's...she's smart. She's beautiful. She's funny. She's a big ol' scaredy cat. If you creep up behind her she'll jump out of her skin. It's pretty amusing. Um, she's honest. She always calls them just like she sees them. You can always count on getting the truth from Joey even if the truth hurts. She's stubborn. We fight a lot. She can be so frustrating sometimes. But she's a really, really good friend. And loyal to a fault, she's...she believes in me. And I'm a dreamer so I mean, it's so good to have somebody like that in my life. God, if she goes away I don't know what I'm going to do. I mean she's... she's my best friend, you know? She's... she's more than that...she's everything... " - dawson's creek

• gde navidad? ne chuvstvuyu nikakih prazdnikov, i sudya po lente p4, u vseh tozhe ne novogodnee nastroenie...sama atmosfera lyude, skupayuschih podarki davit, potomu chto 1) katolicheskoe rozhdestvo ne oshushaetsya kak prazdnik 2)ego nuzhno otmechat' tol'ko s sem'ei
• do sih por nikakih planov na  novyi god...no navernyaka poidem v puero na diskoteki...dai Bog chtob bylo veselo
• kupila motorolu ve66 :) prikol'nen'kaya. klassnyi zvuk, bystryi wi-fi inet, da eshe i smski chitaet, pravda na angliiskom. Vse ravno sony er. luchshe.
• nachala chitat' knigu "19 minutes"
• skachala "the jane austin book club", seichas navernoe budu smotret'
• skuchayu po vsem druz'yam, kotorye raz'ehalis' po svoim stranam...horosho hot' oxanka zdes'
• mne srochno SROCHNO nuzhno podnyat' nastroenie!!!

Dai Bog vse budet uzhe ochen' skoro horosho...poidu pit' chai s tryufelyami

Empezaron los problemas
se engancho a la pena
se aferro a la soledad
ya no mira las estrellas
mira sus ojeras
cansada de pelear.

Olvidandose de todo
busca algun modo
de encontrar su libertad
el cerrojo que le aprieta
le pone cadenas
y nunca descansa en paz
y tu dignidad se a quedado esperando a que vuelvas

Estribillo

Que nadie calle tu verdad
que nadie te ahogue el corazon
que nadie te haga mas llorar
hundiendote en silencio
que nadie te obligue a morir
cortando tu alas al volar
que vuelvan tus ganas de vivir

En el tunel del espanto
todo se hace largo
cuando se iluminara
amarrado a su destino
va sin ser testigo
de tu lento caminar

Tienen hambre sus latidos
pero son sumisos
y suenan a su compas
la alegria traicionera
le cierra la puerta
o se sienta en su sofa
y tu dignidad se a quedado esperando a que vuelva

Estribillo

Que nadie calle tu verdad
que nadie te ahogue el corazon
que nadie te haga mas llorar
mintiendote en silencio
que nadie te obligue a morir
cortando tus alas al volar
que vuelvan tus ganas de vivir

 

Chambao is a flamenco-electronic band originally from Málaga, Andalusia, Spain, known for a Flamenco Chill sound that fuses flamenco sounds and palos with electronic music. The name of the band is taken from an improvised form of beach tent that is constructed as a means of sheltering from the wind and sun.

"Un sabio dijo una vez: puedes tener lo que quieras si sacrificas todo lo demбs. Lo que en verdad queria decir, es que no hay nada que no tenga un precio, asн que... antes de luchar mбs vale que pienses lo que quieres perder". Meredith Grey

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"Nunca sabes que el dia mas importante de tu vida es el mбs importante hasta que lo vives. No reconoces el dнa mбs importante de tu vida hasta que estбs dentro de йl. El dнa que te entregas a algo o alguien, el dнa que te rompen el corazуn. El dнa que conoces a tu alma gemela. El dнa en que te das cuenta que no hay casi tiempo porque quieres vivir para siempre. Esos son los dнas mбs perfectos" Izzie Stevens

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"їComo sabes cuando demasiado es demasiado?, їdemasiado pronto?, їdemasiada informaciуn?, їdemasiada diversiуn?, їdemasiado amor?, їdemasiado que preguntar? y їcuбndo es demasiado para soportarlo?". Meredith Grey
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"La peor parte del dolor es cuando piensas que lo habнas superado y empieza de nuevo". Meredith Grey

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"Peleate con el arbitro, cambia las reglas, haz trampas, no olvides tus heridas, pero juega...como si no hubiera un maсana. No se trata de ganar o perder sino de como juegas". Meredith Grey

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Cuando algo comienza normalmente no sabes como acabará, la casa que ibas a vender se convierte en tu hogar, los compañeros de piso se convierten en tu familia y la aventura que ibas a olvidar se convierte en el amor de tu vida". Meredith Grey

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No sé por qué siempre estamos posponiéndolo todo, pero si tuviera que adivinarlo diría que tiene mucho que ver con el miedo; el miedo al fracaso, el miedo al dolor, el miedo al rechazo. A veces es miedo a tomar una decisión porque... ¿Y si te equivocas y cometes un error sin solución? Sea lo que sea lo que nos da miedo, una cosa es cierta: Cuando el dolor de no hacer algo es más insoportable que el miedo a hacerlo, es como si cargáramos con una pesada carga. Quien duda está perdido. No podemos fingir que no nos lo dijeron. Todos hemos oído los proverbios, a los filósofos, a nuestros abuelos advirtiéndonos sobre el tiempo perdido. Hemos oído a los poetas malditos instándonos a vivir el momento. Aunque, a veces, debemos escucharnos a nosotros mismos. Debemos cometer nuestros propios errores. Debemos aprender nuestras propias lecciones. Debemos dejar las posibilidades de hoy bajo la alfombra del mañana hasta que no podamos más, hasta que comprendamos por fin que es mejor saber que preguntarse, que despertar es mejor que dormir, y que fracasar y cometer un error enorme es mucho mejor que no haberlo intentado.

Vot chto znachit procrastination: kolichestvo praktik, kotorye dolzhna sdelat' na etoi nedele, perevalilo za desyatok. Spat', navernoe, na etoi nedeli ne nado.

Sobiralas' segodnya k parikmaheru i v Alcampo, no Natasha ne rabotaet 3 dnya podryat, i vse prishlos' perenesti na sredu(( Nu chto za ideya "puente"??? Podumaesh', chto vo vtornik prazdnik? V ponedel'nik nado RA-BO-TA-T'!

V itoge, poshla pogulyat' + uzhinat' s Oksanoi, a potom na rozhdestvenskuyu feriyu. tak vse zdorovo ukrasili))) Dazhe kakoe-to chuvstvo rozhdestva, hotya na ulitse segodnya temperatura byla tipa 25 gradusov...hotya konechno bylo maximum 21.

V Valenciyu tak poka i ne s'ezdili. i vse iz-za kreditki...nu da ladno, vse ravnio nado poehat', hot' s etimi russkimi i ne sobiresh'sya.

Seichas boryus' s soblaznom ne posmotret' aqui no hay quien viva. a to v 6 lyagu spat'...glavnoe ne vklyuchit' telik)))

Kupila kakie-to rozhdestvenskie konfety segodnya-beeeeeeeeee. Nu kak mozhno ETO est'? Vse, teper' tol'ko croissany, milka, nu i tort na rozhdestvo(hotya ne doveryayu im s tortikami tozhe)...

But I cant feel it. How are u supposed to have christmas without snow?

Even better-with palms around. Ahhh I guess I need a combination: american christmas with MY family. HereI am not in a Christmas mood, at all. And with whom I am supposed to celebrate it, hah? If everyone is leaving...

Tried to find any cool christmas song but I guess "mad world' suits my mood better now. Even though had fun today drinking coffee with Ivelina&co :) and yesterday with 2 germans and her, and then oksana.

So confused about russians around me, and with whom go to Valencia. Seriously wanna go with bulgarians and germans, but I guess will end up with annya, dima, etc.  Hmmm do they think I am an evil? Guess so. My "faking good attitude" machine has broken, and I show my emotions to ppl.

Jose(my Diego guy) has a novia. And a neckless...ahaha kak osheinik. But whatever, right? How is a guy supposed to behave when he has a gf? Not flirt with other girls. Thats so cool that the only 2 guys I like here have gfs and still are flirty...well and the 3d one is whore:) love americans. And the scarf of catherina is cool. want a yellow one too.

I am seriously tired. I am. I dont know what is goin on and what I am supposed to do in moscow. getting ready for that actually. ahhhh what should I do to be calm there??? cant even explain what feelings I have towards that country. But, ok, gonna be positive.

Giving all these troubles to God. Everything will be awesome. It will.

"Дети точно знают, что происходит в мире. Они видят больше, чем взрослые, верят в большее, они честны и всегда, всегда скажут вам, что вас ждет. Дети учатся гораздо быстрее и гораздо больше усваивают по сравнению со взрослыми. Знаете почему? Потому что они смотрят на вещи непредвзято. Они хотят знать, и они хотят учиться. Взрослые же думают, что уже знают все. Они вырастают и вместо того, чтобы расширять кругозор, решают, во что им верить, а во что не верить. В подобных вещах невозможно сделать выбор: вы либо верите, либо нет. Вот почему взрослые медленнее учатся. Они более циничны, они теряют веру и хотят знать только то, что может пригодиться в повседневном существовании. Их не интересуют бесполезные вещи. Но именно эти лишние, бесполезные вещи и делают жизнь жизнью."

"So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't, and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it, if it changes your life, let it. Nobody said that it'd be easy, they just promised it would be worth it." -Grey's Anatomy

Девушки, если вы увидели красивого, ухоженного, общительного, доброго молодого человека - успокойтесь - у него уже есть молодой человек!