ps as for me, my troubles with selfunderstanding are so... well.. immence, that im going to visit a psychoanalyst in a week. seriously. i hope it will help, xD
Oh.... sometimes it`s not so necessary to understand yourself.. 'Cause you`ll never understand yourself completely. Are you sure that man, whom you`ve used to call "I" isn`t just your illusion? Sometimes it`s better to leave everything to it`s faith.. like fruits in a bowling water..and then you`ll see, what a compote you get