В колонках играет - Within Temptation-Frozen

Настроение сейчас - Depressed

I will never feel it.
Never again.
I'm not allowed.
I don't want it now
And I don't want you either.
I rather feel numb inside,
without love, without hope.
I'm not allowed.
I don't want it now
And I don't want you either.
I will never feel it.
Never again.
I'm not allowed.
This feeling.

>.>





Please shot me!! >/////< I ran across this site again. :/ Decided to log in and *cough*. Yeah.

В колонках играет - John Mayer-Body is a wonderland
Настроение сейчас - Freaked out

I was uploading more MCK pictures and I ended up getting a "page not found" message. So I figured no big deal and refresh. When I did, my layout was completely different nothing else was touched. My icons and tags remained the same. I freaked out and went to my profile and it changed back to the layout that I have. I thought someone hacked into my journal. >_________< Did anyone else exprience this or is it just me?

В колонках играет - Nothing
Настроение сейчас - Happy

Yesterday it was nearly 90! I went outside to get on my swnig. But I came back in shortly after. It was soooooo hot outside. When my stepmom got back home with my dad with food from Sam's Club. She turned on the AC which was a a savor! I got cleaned up again and it felt sssoooooooooo good. I felt so much better! It felt so nice sleeping in my bed with the AC on. X3

Today it was 88 degrees out. It was okay. Though a tad warm. :/ Sat out in the sun for a while. Nothing much there.



So we're starting to work on my outfit this weekend. <3 I can't wait. It should be easy and simple. I'll pos timages of the outfit when its finished. ^-^

Oh. My friend recently uploaded this to Youtube a day ago. Hehehe. Mr. Angst Blob = Okay. I'm done with the nickname.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1p8Lux5Genk

В колонках играет - My green Nightwish cd
Настроение сейчас - Calm now

Can someone make me a icon of this? I want Shiru x Zana or My Guardian Angels. (Text you can choose.) 150x150 Thank you.

В колонках играет - My old Effial side cd
Настроение сейчас - Frightenly cheerful!

Happy Easter!

(The title might be wrong. I haven't gone to church in a while. So yeah.) ^_^

В колонках играет - One of my Nightwish cds
Настроение сейчас - Bored

Okay! I picked out my next cosplay. Spectra Angel (or Shiru) from Mon Colle Knights. Since it's simple and easy to work with. The wings might take a whlie though I'm going to go full length. Just small wings. ;P I just need to bring the topic up to my stepmom. T.T I'll post pictures of it after I'm done.

В колонках играет - Lady Gaga-Eh,Eh (Nothing else I can say)

Настроение сейчас - DX

<------- THIS IS WHAT I DO WANT! IT IS RIGHT DOWN EVIL! EVIL!!!!! (Sorry for those Twilight fans. No hard feelings!)

*Dies*

В колонках играет - Lunatica-Who You Are

Настроение сейчас - Fine

At around 3 in the morning (my time), we had lost power. I had woken up and heard the radio turn itself off. I was like: "Okay. Maybe they haven't pressed another button at the station." I waited for a few minutes and nothing. I sat up and saw my cable box light out. Then it hit me that the power just went out. I tried turning on the lights but nothing. I try go back to bed but I couldn't. I finally manage to get back to bed. I got up again and heard my stepmom letting the cat out. After that I went back to bed. Got up again around 7. He sits down on the couch and I sit next to him. I told him that I couldn't get back to sleep. :/ So the cat (who's back inside), my dad, and I sit/sleep on the couch. After a few minutes later dad wakes up and puts the generator on. We watch a little bit of Today show and all that. Around 8, I eat cereal and do my usual stuff. I start to draw while dad checks the power lines up the driveway (we live in the back of the woods) to see if the tree cutters are here. They FINALLY manage to come at around noon-ish. Dad leaves after the power comes on. T___________________T

SO earlier I wake up at around 11:18 a.m.

I watched some Mon Colle Knights in Chinese yesterday. Wasn't that good. I perfer the German dub. Only because the music is kept the way it was. The Chinese dub replaced allllll the music. T.T I think they renamed Rockna "Luna." That's what I got.

В колонках играет - My youtube faves

Настроение сейчас - Mixed w/ little coldness

Just heard about it. Your in my thoughts right now. <3

Rest in peace.


Just a song that I keep listening to over and over again.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gszSUo9bSu8

В колонках играет - Within Temptation-See Who I Am
Настроение сейчас - Mixed

Okay. So I'm once again programless! I have a new harddrive (HP) with Vista, IE8, and Windows 7. (Don't ask. I don't know how I have Vista and Windows 7. But that's what Mr. Woods said.) So I downloaded my program again. I found that I have an "Runtime error." And it just won't continue on once it appears. :/ I told my friend MMW (who works for Mircosoft AGAIN) about it and she said that I have to buy the thing AGAIN. The problem is its $800 for Adobe Photoshop CS3. But she told me to get a student addition which costs less. Then I told my other friend Laura who helped me but I didn't actually made it "work." 'Cause I'm paranoid. So I deleted the stuff and my downloaded program. I saw that there was Elements 8 for $100. (The original program that I've gotten was Elements 4. Which I have yet to find the CD.) SO I downloaded the program once more. To see if it worked again and I'm still getting the error.

My program is. Do I save my money for the program or do I wait until the Otakon is over so I could buy it. T.T Another problem is if I should go the con as Usagi's older self or not. >_< July 30-April 1. T________T Uhhhh. . .

В колонках играет - A mixed cd
Can someone help me please? I want to create a "community," but I fail. :/ Thanks.

Princess_Serenity! Welcome to my journal! Enjoy your stay!!

В колонках играет - My "only" Within Temptation cd I have now
Настроение сейчас - Fine

Happy St. Patricks Day! Don't forget to wear green! http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Saint_Patrick's_Day

В колонках играет - My youtube faves
Настроение сейчас - A little depressed.

Why do I feel like this?
I don't want to feel this.
The numbness of no pain
Frozen dead in the snow,
while you watch.
Further you go,
the more pain,
I feel.
Please give me,
an answer.
The numbness of no pain.
Frozen dead in the snow,
from a further you watch.
Why do I feel like this?

В колонках играет - New Nickleback cd
Настроение сейчас - Worried

Apparently Youtube's down. I don't know why but my friends are now discussing it at UM's General Chatroom. (UM = Unexplained Mysteries Discussion Forum.) I was listening to my favorites and I was scrolling down, saw the big gap and I didn't think much of it. I refreshed it and I got this message TWICE: Http/1.1 Service Unavailable. WTF?! My friend said that it was haxed (hacked). I freaked out and they said that my computer is fine. Rosewin (my friend) said its weird that everyone is talking about it all over the world.

I pray nothing happens. I hoep everything is okay.


Edit: Nevermind. Youtube's back. Apparently they were getting new servers. ^///////^ Honest mistake!

В колонках играет - Within Temptation-Overcome
Настроение сейчас - A little hurt



Something that was put an end at UM. (Unexplained Mysteries Forum.) Decided to post the purple cat here.

В колонках играет - Library sounds
Настроение сейчас - Sad

I'm currently on a library computer. Two Saturdays ago, my computer did something and it won't turn on. This past Sunday my dad's computer did the same exact thing! But the screen won't show up. Just in case you're wondering about where I've been. My dad is going to call up Mr. Woods to see if he can fit our computers. So Trill, Chuiy, Phoebe, you'll going to have to pull some weight around the board while I'm gone. Alright? I don't know when Mr. Woods will show up and how long I'll be without a computer so. I miss IL and I miss you all already!

xoxoxoxoxoxo

В колонках играет - Nothing
Настроение сейчас - Calmed down.

I made some icons at LiveJournal. =^.^= I'm SO freaking happy~! If you use them, all I ask is credit me. Thank you.

http://community.livejournal.com/melodyofdark/971.html#cutid1

^_^

В колонках играет - Unknown-Who you are
Настроение сейчас - Mixed.

Has anyone ever heard of this anime? I love it. I watched it on Fox Kids aroun '01. There was a website but it is gone now. There isn't many screencaps of the show sadly. <3 I've been listening to this one video centered around Gabrollis (Gab for short). X3 I haven't gotten sick of it yet. :P

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(That's Redda in the picture.)