В колонках играет - Hot 104.3
Настроение сейчас - Bored.

The thing at the top is different. Again, am I the only one? This site changes so many times. It'll take a while to get used to. ^^;; But I guess change it alright. :/

My nephew can NOW walk! On Sunday he was walking around like a drunk sailor. We were at my Uncle Danny's and Aunt Marlene's house for my grandmother's birthday. He was in the backroom (their bedroom) and he had found the mirror. He was kissing his reflection. Noah would fall down but got back up. :3 We had cake after lunch, after everyone left we (well they did) had some wine. I just had another coke. Then we left because the tv had frozen up.

I've been so busy with other things that I haven't been inspired by poems. :/ Kinda sad though. Oh well.

В колонках играет - My Hoobstake cd
Настроение сейчас - Fine

Welcome Ashy_Catlin! Nice to meetch'ya!

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In other news, in one ear and out the other. Just drama over at LiveJournal. =^.^= Nothing to be concerned about.

I got a book called "The Dead Whisper On" by T.L. Hines. It's pretty good actually, there's been periods where I couldn't put it down. :P If in your city, get a copy. You might like it.

В колонках играет - My Celine Dion cd
Настроение сейчас - Emotional?

Well it came in with a bang curosity of these monsters. Hopefully this one is better than the last one. I saw a TIME magazine at the checkout counter on the 24th. Guess which "moment" made the cover. Honestly, it only took "one day" to change this girl. Just one! *Shakes her head*

http://www.boston.com/bigpicture/2009/12/the_decade_in_news_photographs.html

I'm going to put all my energy to make the planet better. Don't know how I'll do it. But I will!!

В колонках играет - Family
Настроение сейчас - Calm.

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Hope you have a good one and hope you get what you want.

В колонках играет - Nothing
Настроение сейчас - Bored. Depressed. Miserable.

I have never been so bored in my life. T_T Stupid holidays. *Sighs* Oh well.

Abel's still missing, but I saw him about three days ago in Yahoo. I should have talked to him when I had the chance. I sent him a LOLCat picture for Christmas. Cain's yahoo page is different now. I don't even know who this "Casy" woman is. I feel so left out. I feel so worthless. I feel like I don't matter anymore. At least I matter to Isaak though.

I found out Isaak's age. o-o; Dang though. I feel young compared to him. He's almost 30! D: ^^

I've been practicing coloring manga. It's not as good as the others who I admire. I'll get there enventually. :/

В колонках играет - My old N*SYC cd
Настроение сейчас - Mixed.

I'm in such an "Lilith Sahl" craze since I saw a bunch of pretty icons. T_T I blame the icons. X3 Now I'm searching for fanart, others, icons, artbook, and screencaps of Lilith (who now I nickname "Lilly"). Oh well.

/Random

В колонках играет - Nothing
Настроение сейчас - Mixed.

When you thought it was over, I had was given another "choice." What's with them and giving me options? My god. >.>

I feel so bad for Cain now. I did hate her but I wished nothing like that to happen. >.< And it's MY FAULT that Cain felt that way. I didn't even know he felt that way. I feel horrible.

Wonder where Abel went off to now. :/ Ugh.

-________________________-

В колонках играет - The AC
Настроение сейчас - Bored.

I know I shouldn't but I hope the people involved in the first are caught. That's just wrong! (I don't know much about the people who are responsble but this is a way to get their point across? Two wrongs don't make a right!) I hope the people that were taken away too early rest in peace. For the second, I too wish they to rest in peace. (I remember a similiar incident in New York State where hundreds were killed when a band was playing in a night club. A fire broke out due to fireworks. Eerie isn't it? I think the band was Shark something. It had "shark" in the title. The band and the club owner were charged. :| Can't remember.)



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IT'S SNOWING! YAY! First snow of the season!!! Hope this means a white Christmas!

В колонках играет - My T.A.T.U. cd
Настроение сейчас - Enraged.

I'm fed up with Cain and "Kreszetia." I don't really understand what's really going on. But I think Stupid Kresz is pregnant. *Shrugs* I'm just fed up and about to lash back at Cain. Plus Abel, Cain, and Stupid Kresz is missing. What thinks Cain is allowed these kind of happiness fi Abel can't? Ticks me off. No one can get a hold of Abel. Hate 'em all. I really do.

Hope karma bites Cain in the behind soon. I really do!

В колонках играет - Nothing
Настроение сейчас - Mixed.

This is my icon journal that I've decided to create. I'm going to start messing with it next week. ^^

_star_of_hope_

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Oh my god! A tree came dangerously close to the house early this morning!! I heard a faint "boom" sound. It wake my parents and me up. I saw dad first and I asked him if he heard the boom noise. He said yes, so he went outside while Miss. Linda and I looked around. Dad came back in with the flashlight and he said that it was a tree. It had hit part of the hosue. Not creating any real damage. It kinda let a piece of the house dingling and ripped a piece of the siding. It fall behind my parents bedroom!!!! My stepmom said something and I clogged up my ears and said I rather not think about it. T.T After that we all went back to bed.

This Thanksgiving I'm going to be thankful for that tree really not hitting the house.

В колонках играет - My old Bon Jovi cd
Настроение сейчас - Cheerful!

A few days early. But I won't be here for Thanksgiving. I'm going to Atlantia, Georgia. I'm going to be visiting my stepmom's relatives. ^_^ We're driving down. We're going to be stopping some locations while we're on our way. (Too bad my camera's DEAD. Of course there's my stepmom's early Christmas gift. ^.~) So yeah. I'll be back on Sunday. While we're there, we're going to the Aquarium!! YAY!!

This year I'm going to be thankful for that the Indians came by to help the colonists. Without them, we wouldn't be here right now.

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!




http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Thanksgiving_(United_States)

В колонках играет - My Uncle Danny, ice machine
Настроение сейчас - Hungry

My god. My stepmom made my dad make shelves for the closet next to me. And after that was finished, she went into the toy bin. Dumped all of it out. And separated my toys from the "boy toys" for my nephew to play with. I forgot that I had so many Barbie dolls. I have seven here. One's a Spice girls doll (Mel C/Sporty Spice), one has black hair, two of them have easy bendable joints (if a doll loses an arm, you can put it back; one is missing an arm), and five of them have blonde hair. And I have more at my mom's house. (Tried to call my stepdad and my mom about this, but I got a message. So I e-mailed mom instead.) But man, these dolls bring back memories! I remember that Christmas morning getting my Mel C. doll! I was like: "O_O :D" And my stepdad telling me something. X3 I had long hair and glasses!!

But man!

В колонках играет - Stepmom chatting
Настроение сейчас - Bored.

Can someone tell me how to have my journal private again? I seem to have forgotten how to do it. Thanks! The security that I'm looking for where you have to friend me but you can't view my journal until I friend you. Like they do at LiveJournal. ^^;;

В колонках играет - Seether-Like Suicide
Настроение сейчас - Stuffed

First off, welcome Lucifer_Nightroad. Nice to meet you. ^_^



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I just feel happy right now! Must be the coffee. But I'm feeling happy!

Oh. My friend Brooke who plays Seth in this RPG. Well, she now plays Ichigo. <3 Now I have someone to bug without bothering Toshirou.

My character's past is getting interesting. (But it can be boring if you only talk to ONE side. >.> I miss talking to Abel, Reno, or one of the other guys. :/)

I got declined at Discado and Polychromatic. Discado said that my grammer needed improving (which I think it's FINE. My grammer's perfect) and Polychromatic said I was lacking some stuff. I tried to get my Lilith Sahl into Discado and my Seth Nightlord account into Polychromatic. *Sighs* So yeah. I'm almost finished with my Polychromatic application. Not re-applying my Lilith account to Discado because that's sorta messed up. So yeah.

>.> <.<

В колонках играет - Enya-Cursum Perficio
Настроение сейчас - Mixed.

By DEVLIN BARRETT, Associated Press Writer Devlin Barrett, Associated Press Writer – 1 hr 6 mins ago
WASHINGTON – Self-proclaimed Sept. 11 mastermind Khalid Sheikh Mohammed and four other Guantanamo Bay detainees will be sent to New York to face trial in a civilian federal court, and five other suspects will be sent to military commissions, an Obama administration official said Friday.

The official said Attorney General Eric Holder plans to announce the decision later in the morning. The official is not authorized to discuss the decision before the announcement, so spoke on condition of anonymity.

Without confirming details of the decision, President Barack Obama said it was a legal and national security matter. "I am absolutely convinced that Khalid Sheikh Mohammed will be subjected to the most exacting demands of justice," Obama said at a joint news conference in Tokyo with Japanese Prime Minister Yukio Hatoyama.

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20091113/ap_on_re_us/us_guantanamo_us_trial

I hope they get what they deserve! I'll be following this trial very closely.

В колонках играет - The local news in the living room

Настроение сейчас - Loved

Still love you
After everything,
you've done.
You were the first.
Held me close,
kept me company.
Give me the first,
and wasn't the last.
You make me smile
Popping in,
least expected
Stolen clothes,
big t-shirt
After everything,
you've done.
You were the first.
Still love you.




A poem about Isaak and myself.

В колонках играет - Nothing
Настроение сейчас - Bored.

Because I wrote about it in my other journal. Decided to post it here. Just in case you need some more clearity.

They are known as The Knightlord Siblings NOT "The Nightroad/lord Siblings." THAT right there is wrong!

Cain Knightlord
Abel Nightroad
Seth Nightlord
Lilith Sahl

Their "codes" are:

UNASF94-8-RMOC-666-01ck
UNASF94-8-RMOC-666-02ak
UNASF94-8-RMOC-666-03sk
UNASF94-8-RMOC-666-04ls

В колонках играет - My new Pure Moods cd
Настроение сейчас - Mixed.

Nothing lasts forever.
Is what they say?
Is it true?
They certaintly last,
but we enjoyed seeing them.
Pain. Agnoy. Misery.
All balled into one.
One side was happy,
while the other was depressed.
Nothing lasts forever.
Time to take,
the old wall down.
Is what they say?
Nothing lasts forever.

A poem about the Berlin Wall. The 20th anniversary of it coming down.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Berlin_Wall

В колонках играет - My burned Within Temptation cd
Настроение сейчас - Worried.

I'm beyond myself! I went to a LJ community to do a tutorial. But it didn't come out right. So I did another of the girl's tutorial. And that one was easy. Though I'm not sure about some icons that have "white" skin because it's hard to color and it doesn't come out easily. I private messaged the girl and got her replies back. I have them saved. (One was for the white skin and one was for Abel's hair. This was months ago that I asked her.) But last night like I said tried her "lasso" tutorial on Lilith. It came out like RevolutionFire. T_T I'm going to try and change my style to make sure it doesn't and practice some more. ^^

В колонках играет - My new Pure Moods cd

Настроение сейчас - Nothing

Mirror image
I'm your mirror image
Matching every breath
Matching every movement
Following your wording
Though opposite appearrance
Taken your place,
continuing where you left.
Mirror image
I'm your mirror image
Matching every breath
Matching every movement
Mirror image