vjizni vsakovoie bivaiet...:bol nenavest lybov i strah...
pochemy bol i jar neygasaiyt vet ti navek pokinyl nas!!!
nas eto dva rasnih cheloveka!!!
ia odin chelovek amoie sertse drygoie...mi nesoglasni yshe domno sdryg drygom!!!
no ybeshat ot vsego ia prosto nesmogo!!!
chystvo biyt menia po vsydy ia krechy i plachy vnov...!!!
pochemy jizn dlia nas oboieh trydna vnash sami valshebni ras!!!???

nasha lybov ochen silna.....!!!
mi chystvoie i dosehpor lybim dryg dryga!!!...
no strah i vse ivso vokryg deloiyt nam tolko hydo...!!!
mi doleko dryg ot dryga no sertsia vseromno vmesti ynas...!!!!!!!!!
shtob nesdeloli vse iv sydy hot mi vrogi no mi bydem lybit!!!!!!!

Lybit tot,
Kto silno remnyiet
Lybit tot,
Kto prevstrechi
Molchit
A netot kto,
Vse vremia zilyiet
I vsegda
Pro lybov
GOVORIT!!!

pochemy jizn jestoka?!
pochemy vokryk vso loj?!
pochemy lydi ymeraiyt?!
pochemy lydi jivyt?!
i zachem vso eto nado?!
dlia chego eta lybov?!
esli vso vetom mire,
vso vokryg odna lish loj!!!...

esli ti lybish?!
esli ti lybish to lybit bydesh n-a-v-s-e-g-d-a-!-!-!
a esli posli goda zabila...
to wto bila prosto igra!!!

dai sebe vremia!!!
vosmi sebe prosto vso!!!
tolko smotri ne ypysti e-g-o-!-!-!

esli ti lybish to nbydesh smotret nenashto!!!
vet vsegda vtebe ostanetsa kysochik ego!!!

esli ti lybish, neigrai kak deto!!!
ver vremia proidot i ti ypystesh ego!!!

pochemy jizn zestoka?!...
pochemy vokryk vso loj?!...
pochemy lydi ymeraiyt?!...
pochemy ni jevyt?!...
i zachem vso eto nado?!...
dlia chevo eta lybov?!...
esli vso vetom mire,vso vokryk odna lish loj!.

kogda sertse krechit hochet nazat to ti boieshsa eto preznat...
ti nachenaiesh govorit chto tebia etot chelovek bolshe neinteresyiet chto tebe naplyvat nanevo ....
no nasamom deli eto netak...potomy shto ti hoshesh nazat no obideli tvoiy gordost i tebe bolno ivtoshe vremia strashno...ti nehochesh bolshe obshigatsa tak eto gordost nacheniet boiatsa...
iona nedaiot tebe bit somnoi...

I'm sitting here alone up in my room
And thinking about the times that we've been through (oh my love)
I'm looking at a picture in my hand
Trying my best to understand
I really want to know what we did wrong
With a love that felt so strong
If only you were here tonight
I know that we could make it right

I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy
'Cause you're the only one within my heart
I was born to make you happy
Always and forever you and me
That's the way our life should be
I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy

I know I've been a fool since you've been gone
I'd better give it up and carry on (oh my love)
'Cause living in a dream of you and me
Is not the way my life should be
I don't want to cry a tear for you
So forgive me if I do
If only you were here tonight
I know that we could make it right

I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy
'Cause you're the only one within my heart
I was born to make you happy
Always and forever you and me
That's the way our life should be
I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy

I'd do anything, I'd give you my world
I'd wait forever, to be your girl
Just call out my name, and I will be there
Just to show you how much I care

I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy
'Cause you're the only one within my heart
I was born to make you happy
Always and forever you and me
That's the way our life should be
I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy

ia lybly tebia nesmotria nenachto...ia nachela pisat etoto dnevnik iza tebia gdeto god slishnim nazat........
ia dolshna bila damno zabit tebia.noia nemogy kak bi ia nestaralas i vsamoshno dashe i nehoshy...
vet ia teper zniay kak silno tebia ia lybly i chto nesmotria navso ia bez tebia nemogy ...i navernoie nehoshy toshe.......no namnogo olshe ia nemogy potomy shto ymenia net sil moiem chystvom provostoiat!!!

ia zapytalas ...
ia zaigralas...
ia prosto sela islomalas...
ia neznaiy yshe kto ia ili chto ia...
no odno ia znaiy chto skashdim dnom ia pogibaiy...!!!

kak mnogo dorok lybit tebia ...
no samoia chesholaia doroga zabit...
mi lybili mnogo mi lybili otkrita...no samoia spravidlivoia eto sdaleka...



hoshy shtob ti preshol... idi komne...esli ti be bono bez mena...hoshy tolko lybit sbleska tebia...
eto neprosto vot tak...ti vet svet dla mena...ti svet dlia mena...



posmotri na mena sechas...skoshi shto ti videsh ...skoshi shto ti hoshesh...shyto proishodet yteba vgolove davai ybishim ot syda nevashno kyda...posmotri mne vglaza... skashi chto ti videsh...skashi chto ti hoshesh... chto proishodet yteba vgolove davai ybishim otsyda nevashno kyda...
poshemy eto tak bilit vserdze...
poshemy eto tak bolit vserdze...

ia lybly teba oshen ...
i radi teba ia gotova navso...
dlia teba ia izminilas no ti ksaheleniy eto neponel esho...


ia bolshe...neta kem ivlalas kogdata...
ia bolshe neta kto neymela lybit...
staboi boznakomelas vso stalo inashe...
vet teper ia teba nayshilas lybit...


ia zapytana ia vpishali....
ia neznaiy kak mne dalshe shit...
mne trydno mne bolno...vet bes tebia ia nesmogo vnov oshit...!!!

slozi padoiyt smoih glaz...
naverno ti zabila onas?!...
no nesmotra nenavso, tibe preshlos yiti...
ia vsegda bydy pomnet i tebia lybit..!!!.

lybila teba!
i dosehpor ia lybly!
moshet ti zabila?!
shto bez tebia ia nemogy!!!!!


kotonok kak silno ia teba lybly!!!
vsegda videt teba ia hoshy!!!


nenavishy teba!!!
za to chto lybly!!!!!!!!
neznaiy zashem?!
taboi ia shivy!!!!!!!

esli ti dyrak?!
top ia vishy eto domno.....
a esli ti lybish mena,
znashet ti proidosh cheres vso!!!!!!!

posle kryshenie est ivzloti...
posle podenie oshen silnovo ti neponemaesh kto ti i shto ti ...
est li yteba shystvo ili odna bol i zlos hronitsa vtebe...


no bivaiet nado posedet i ponat shto ti esho lybish i moshesh lybit dorogih i lybimih tebe lydei ....i vosobinosti odnovo!!!!!!!!!!!!

pys presnitsa mne son ....
zakrivaiy glaza i ti bydesh tolko moim vnom...
zilavat ilaskat ilybit tolko tolko mena vnov....
pys presnitsa mne son...i ia bydy staboi navsegda mi bydem tam vnom..
pys lybov vsa chesta ne noivno i neglypa tolko chistoia i krosiva kak son...
hoshy prosnytsa staboi i ponat shto nesply shto son moi prekrasni i ti radom somnoi!!!

ymena ykrasli samoiy vashnyiy vesh vmoiee shizne vetoi dyratskoi poiestki.....
bez etoi veshi ia nemogy shit nemogy spat.kogda ona samnoi bila ia snei spola ona kryglasytoshna otmena nekyda ne othodila...tam bilo prosto vso vmoiem mabilniki shtob tot kto spor evo bil proklet!!!!!!!

NEOBIKNOVENI MOI... LASKOVI I NESHNI MOI...KAKI ANGEL MOI BESBRESHNI MOI... LYBOV MAIA...
NEOBIKNOVENI MOI... MILI MOI BESZENI MOI....TI ZELOIE VSELENOIE.... NEOBIKNOVENI MOI....

ti nekogda neznaiesh shto naidosh shto poteraiesh....
inogda ti teraiesh ineznaiesh dashe chto ili shevo....
ti ponemaiesh shto poteral dorogovo teba sheloveka.....
no ti neponal shto ti emy nedorok kak on tebe...
nesmotra navsy bol ti preodalaiesh ety bol ili snie i shevesh...no ti nezabivaiesh inezabyded nekogda shto ona yteba est ili bila....
arasvorot sbydyshego na proshlogo nevasmoshen tak shto smotri vperot atam shisn pokashet.i novoia doroga povedot........

neznaiy zashem...
neznaiy kogda...
da dlashevo ti s dalsia mne, ti moia bida...
no lish odno ia znaiy, ia lybly teba...


esli ti ego lybish ...
ti proidosh sheres vso ....
esli ti ego lybish ....
ti dobioshsa ego ...


kogda mne bolno, moie serze razbita ia skoshy:shto nenavishy teba i vso eto...!!!
kogda mne horosho ivesela stoboi ia skoshy:shto lybly tebia ti naveki moi...!!!
no kogda teba radom net, net i mena vet ti vosdyh a ia snego disha....!!!

ia prodalshiy shit nesmotra nenashto...
dysha razrivaiet mena boliy...ny i shto...
doroga moia daleka skashdem dnom...
no vkonze ia podnimys visoko...
hot sheshalo mne hot sertse bolit...
no vsoromno gola o drygom govorit...
shizn ne igra a odin tolko tryd...
nesmotra na podenie vsegda est ivzlot...

doroga daleka ot segodna do zavtra no ia pradolshaiy shit nesdaiys potomy shto nekogda nepozno... ia dymoiy o zavtroshnim dne no proshloie nezabivaiy...prodalshaiy dalshe poka esho est vrema........

ia znaiy ia znaiy holodnoi vodoi ti bydesh somnoi i nebydesh samnoi ti smosmoshesh ne smoshesh mena otpystati ti hoshesh nehoshesh mena razlybit aryki kak niti beryt shto hotat ia vishy tvoi vzglad i nevishy tvoi vzglat amoshet sertse nesertse teper samnoi ne samnoi ia nevery teba....


rekami netrogoi tebe moie sertse kak dolgoia payzadolgoia idolgaia pesna ostalas tak malo ibila nemnogo... rykami netrogoi...rykami netrogoi...
rykami netrogoi ia prosto ystala ibila nemnogo ostalas tak malo...astaas tak malo ibila nemnogo rykami netrogoi rykami netrogoi...


garit negorit lishbi bila teplo lybit nelybit lish bi tolko proshlo iryki tvoie nesamnoi nesomnoi netrogoi mena ti nemoi ti nemoi.. ti zdeloiesh vidoh ia zdelaoiy vdoh ti moshesh teper toshto ranshe nemog i sertse moio nebolit nebolit ia prosto proshy otpysti otpysti...


rekami netrogoi tebe moie sertse kak dolgoia payzadolgoia idolgaia pesna ostalas tak malo ibila nemnogo... rykami netrogoi...rykami netrogoi...
rykami netrogoi ia prosto ystala ibila nemnogo ostalas tak malo...astaas tak malo ibila nemnogo rykami netrogoi rykami netrogoi...

paroi mne kashetsa shto on gdeto radom somnoi...
on brodit gdeto vosle mena...
naverno ia shoshy syma potomy shto:
ia slishi ego shagi...
i nyhoiy ego dyhi...
ia pretsravlaiy ego radom somnoi smotret mne vglaza...
ia shystvoiy ego pozilyiy iego lybov...

na dani moment ia stoiy pered raalnostiy i znaiy shto ego bolshe radom somnoi net...
ineizvesnoi bydet on ili net...
odno vrema i sydva pokashet....


no eti vospomenanie vosrashaiyt mena vproshloie...
govorat shto proshloie nenado vororit ...
no eto nevsegda tak...
potomy shto nasamom deli proshloie moshet bit prekrasno i moshno naiti oshibky tam gde mi slamalis inashat vso snoshala...
vet net nekakoi gorantie shto vso provalitsa vnov amoshet vso vastonovitsa i dashe bydet lytshe...

na dai moment ia nemogy neshego podelot ostoiotsa veriant odin eto shdat...vet vrema pokashet svoi sherot....





((((~no nasomom deli ti neznaiesh kak silno ia lybly iskyshaiy potebe~))))

zabyt obomne zabyt....
ia tvoio taby, neshego vernyt nelza...!!!
prosti, ti mena prosti, no porvalas nit, prosto otpysti mena...!!!

....pozipil vshera popianki ia sebe eto shydo....
... a spohmelia rasgledel spohmelia ia vshera bla eto shyda zabyhal bla bydy zeli god zapoi piy kak dva verblyda shtob nesnilas rosha mne tvoia....

vetom gody nado naiti svoiy polovenky hotabi nekotorim lydem...
kak bistrei eto slyshitsa tak vso bydet horosho...ivse bydy shaslivi i lybimi...!!!!:marry:

kak delishki???
shto novovinkogo??.....
movi god dolshno vet bit shtob vso bilo novoie....hhhhhh
no koneshno ykashdogo poraznomy....hhhh

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