my life is just a big room full of all kinds of things I hate or do not need.

The things I must throw away may be best friends and good people or bad ones who just take my presiouse time. Am I selfish? Extremely selfish. And not a good person at all. Very infantile. But this is me. Hey  who can help me!

I do not dare to ask the Lord, Jesus Christ... He is so far away from me now