it doesn't mean i didn't have them earlier. we had a rule not to call each other "best friends". strange,isn't it?;) but the motivation was clear - "best" is a certain label we didn't want to use,cause everything can happen,you know)
now i understand that "best" is not the level or label, but the attitude. i finally realised that these people around me, close to me, are worth my best attempts and wishes) and i don't want to lose you,my dear)

to ann, valerie, mary, alex doctor, ridjik and pooh:))
p.s. i know for sure they won't read it, that's why i'm writing it. i just want to remind me and tell you I LOVE THEM;)))