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Wow... I have some free time. It's nonsence!! I'm really slaving on books now, but in fact, this was my last so-called working day on the week, cause tomorrow i it is necessary to be present only.

You know... I've just realized... I've lost... I've lost not only a passion, but a good friend also. He was't bad, i really liked him. I don't know what was the matter. I remember the day of our first kiss. I didn't fall in love with him, but when she rang me up lately at night, we were talking much about them, and we were admiring the fact that we were not alone, not the fact they were cool. I had another boyfriend at that time, shame on me. But i couldn't choose among them two. Frankly speaking, one was the most suitable man i've ever met, but it turned out that he just didn't like me, appriciate me. He wanted just one thing, and i think you can guess what it was. When i happened to get to know him inside and out, i really was upset and had some kind of depression.
And i decided on the second one. When i was with him i didn't think much about the present moment or the things around me. Of course i was lack in man's kindness, and he really was sexual attractive. And nobody has ever excited me but he. Even that the only man whom i loved and gave myself never arousesd such sexual emotions as he did, though we hadn't got any sex... But when he was far away it was much better for me, he didn't occur to my mind... Even then i could understand that he is not mine, and i didn't hurry to rename him in my phone list. I hadn't got any time to go to the cinema together, or to have a walk. And, knowing myself, i realized that if i can't find any spare time - he is not the man whom can i spend my time on. I didn't know that than, but i know it now. It will be a big shame to come across with him sometime. I know that i was wrong at the situation, but it was my choice. I don't regret it. And i hope i won't. ... but i've lost a very good friend...
If you will ever read it, please forgive me if i hurt you (i know that you are indifferent now, but nevertheless) and thank you for being with me that a month and a half. We didn't see each other much, but dispite all the things i've just written there, i felt your support. And it helped me sometimes)


P.S. Кузнецова!!! Тока попробуй указать здесь хотябы на одну ошибку!!! Обижусь!!