В колонках играет - Metallica - Nothing else matters
Well, i decided to write a message in english...
hope,you don't mind ^^

hmmm..really,i dunno what to write..life is so boring and nervous now..
and i want to be alone..not lonely,but alone..for a bit..i'm sick and tired of everything! i want everybody to leave me alone..i want to "glue" my thoughts,emotions,feelings..just everything..
i enjoy walking with my dog..alone..with my mp3-player..music on top volume and.. nothing else matters (c) i don't want even my best friend to walk with me..
a strange feeling for me...but i think,i know the reason-my exam..i can think about nothing,but this essay..i even dreamed about it on Friday night..omg...but there is a good thing-it was rather easy for me to write it..the theme was easy..i hope it will be so on 29,July..

tomorrow i'm going to get my visa..*yahoo* and on 28,July... oh, Vilnius beware!!! xDDD
i'm so tired of waiting..of unawareness...this question *i mean my entrance* is flying in the air..i want to catch it and never let it go..i'll try..i will really do my best!!!
one week..just one week..omg...
and i want to tell everybody,who asks,that i'm going to enter EHU..i want,but i won't do this,until i do it!!!
but some people *maybe even not some* know about my plans..and the most funny thing is that every grow-up asks:" And why exactly this university? You have relatives in Lithuania?" NO NO NO!!! why? is this the main reason? funny people xD

well,too many words about EHU..i don't think it is very interesting for you..)))
so let's change the theme..))

oh, Olya *norther* thank you sooooo much for you support!!! your comments on my previous message and your message,dedicated to me...!!!! really thanks!!!!!!
you make me feel self-confident and unique...))) LOVE <3

i want to go on holidays!!! to visit...hmmm...maybe the Crymea this year *well,not the best variant,but it's better than nothing*
to swim a lot, to lie on the beach...mmmm...to take sunbathes...
i hope i'll be able to do this in August =)

hmm..what else? i want to read "An american tragedy"...2 volumes...hmm..did anybody read it?

oh, i nearly forgot! i finally got my prom night-dvd...hmm..what can i say? nothing special...my aunt could do it much better!!! the quality is not so good,and there had been some great moments which were cut down...
but the time in the restaurant was shot good,i think!!! oh, my dance with Sasha is there *laugh*
while i was watching it,i wanted to cry...only when school finished i understood that it had been soooo cool!!! and i will miss everybody!! especially the "a" form!! YEAH!!!! just because i have practically nobody from my class to miss..it is sad,but true..and it is ridiculous,but only when school finished i began communicating with many people from "a" form...not with everybody, of course..only when we understood that we could never see each other again,we began chating...xDDD a bit ridiculous...hmmm...
and the dvd is a good thing to recall all this people..to recall school...
and i hope that people from this dvd will remember me forever xDDDD i really hope....)))
well,the time will show...

hmmm...a very stupid message...so i am finishing...))))
thanks for attention! <3