U now, even having boy-friends, U never trust them as emn, just like friends, but U never can be relaxed 'cuz they R men. Really have some dirty stuff on their minda all the time:))) they can't be more than men. It used to break our hearts, once upon a time. But now, we don't believe in feelings, we believe in us. We don't trust them, the only people we can trust- ourselves. Hurts, but TRUE.