I need a job! can someone please give it to me.
ps: gotta make more than 600 after taxes. I'm GOOD!

If I Should stay
I would only be in your way
So I go But I know
I'll think of you////

I start training tommorow, have to commute for 3 hours a day now.
Flushing sucks, if it wasn't for a good job, whould never to Queens other than JFK. We'll see what's gonna happen.

I need a to do list

Friday night movie, bottle of wine, steak medium-rare ----bored out of my mind.

Can really close friends become lovers? Is there gonna be enough pationce?
Is it worth waitnig? I hope so

I miss Regina.

I'm starting a new life, life without drinking, liying, life
without Michelle, Natasha, life in wich I'll be something, life in wich I'll mean something to somebody. A new life, a Vanilla Sky kind of life.

When people ask you if you have a girlfriend, I say no, not right now. It just popped to my mind that it sounds fucked up. Not the fact that I don't have one, but that I give excuses or some shit. Isn't it? I should say Yes, Definitly, Absolutly , 2! Some crazy thoughts come to my mind right now.

Sometimes it's good to have pride!

I thought I was falling in love with petit japaneese girl, I guess I was drunk the entire week.

Beauty school dropout
No graduation day for you!
Beauty school dropout...

meat is good, but well drinks are better!

These chicks don't even know the name of my BAND!

what's the most important thing in your life? Career, love , sport, pizza, sushi, car racing, Beatles, Cure, Lenny, what or who is it, let me know, will ya.
MATT&BEN

I guess that would be nice, but ain't gonna happen. Zhal'.

Last nite I bought the first issue of Cargo. By far I think it's the best magazine for men. It's like shopping guide from A to Z. Ausome(if I spelled it right).

Myy bronchites came back, but they still make me work. So last nite so I cut my hand with broken glass twice(two times), broke my tooth. And they still make work today. I'm falling apart. On Monday I'll go see dentist, I hate so much.
fucked up days.