Kogda ya videl posledniy raz svoyu matushku, ona plakala na platforme Washingtonskogo metro. Kogda ya videl posledniy raz ya videl svoyego otsa, on izvinyalsya , sidya v pustoy kvartire. Kogda ya videl v posledniy raz svoyu lyubimuyu, ona smeyalas', uyezzhya v poezde Moskva-Rostov.
Vsyo stranno kak-to.

Interesno, skol'ko mozhet prodolzhat'sya eta zima?!!!
Byistree byi oktyabr', byilo byi super!!!!!!!!!!1
Ya hochu bolee yarkoy zhizni!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
Iz-za etoy pogodyi NY vyiglyadit bolee seryim i skuchnyim chem obyichno.
Nado bol'she vstrechat'sya so svoim trezvyim soznaniyem,
budet men'she problem.

Nedavno nocheval u odnoy podruzhki. Rano utrom ona menya
otpravila na rabotu. Tak vot cherez paru dney okazalos' , chto u roommat-ki tozhe byil paren' v gostyah, no nikto drug o druge nichego i ne podozreval. Oni (devushki) ves' den' navernoye nas obsuzhdali. Mne azh nemnogo ne posebe stalo.

Damn it(blya!) Chto podarit' podruge na 8 marta?
Uchityivaya, chto vstretit'sya s ney ne smogu. I pridyotsya prosit' druzey, chtobyi kupili i prinesli yey. Have no fucking clue.....

6 utra , a ya, blin, kak lermontovskiy demon pered kompom, ves' v grusti i toske.
Kak zhe ya sebya vsyo-taki lyublyu.

How to kill love? But gently and softly, so nothing would hurt. Sometimes
people realize that they don't THIS love, what are they doing with it? Is it possible to love and be loved by a wrong person? How can I learn that she's not the one, and I'm not loosing anything?
Here's a real story. Kogda oni rasstavalis' ,oni govorili, chto lyubyat drug druga , no vmeste byit' bol'she ne mogut, kazhdiy dumal, chto so vremenem oni budut snova vmeste, no poluchilos' sovsem po-drugomu.
Devushka: Cherez dva goda devushka zaberemenela, i yey prishlos' vyihodit zamuzh. Cherez mesyats posle svad'byi muzha sazhayut v tyur'mu( iznasilovaniye).
Paren': On tak zhe lyubil yeyo, i ni s kem bol'she ne vstrechalsya, v to vremya kogda ona byila v polozhenii, on razbilsya v avtokatastrofe.
May they shouldn't have killed their love, may everything could be different?
Or it's just life, and nothing meant to be changed.

Ya hochu domoy, v Moskvu. Prosnulsya segodnya, ot togo ,
chto vsyo telo bolit ot vcherashnego. I podumal chto mne neobhodimo vozvraschat'sya v Rossiyu, chtobyi byit' schastliviym. Nastroyeniye ne iz luchshih, takoyoe oschyuscheniye, chto ya umirayu. Vsyo, ustal, bol'she nichego ne hochu, nastupayet polnaya apatiya.

Beda!!! HB, a deneg net---pizdets. Nikogda takogo ne byilo. Dazhe ne znayu , chto delat'. V pritsipe Dave skazal, chto oplatit, no mne ne ochen' udobno. Vot. Seychas poydu v H&R Block, mozhet oni chego-nibud' dadut. Budem nadeyatsya. Vot tak. A kak hochetsya vesel'ya. Interesno , chto mne podaryat? Navernoye kuchu butyilok kak vsegda, .

Goluboy vagon bezhit kachayetsya...
da, u menya segodnya prazdnik kotoriy ya v printsipe ne ochen' lyublyu.

Segodnya menya obvinili v rasizme. Byil nemnogo shokirovan. Ya govoril i poka govoryu, chto byivayut "plohiye natsii", no sredi etih natsiy nepremenno nayditsya zamechatel'niye lyudi. V Moskve byili styichki so skinheadami, hotya dazhe sredi nih yest' umniye i talantliviye rebyata. Tak vot, sredi ofitsiantov v midtowne eto kak pravilo, black , british and french don't tip what they're supposed (15%). So I was told that I have ton treat my 'dogs" from uptown as good as business people, bullshit!!!!!!!! I do what I want to do, ves' Garlem eto v bol'shinstve rassistyi, po otnosheniyu k belyim, aziatam, arabam... Ladno u menya druz'ya vseh ras,
..Poetomu miru mir, no rassizm v etoy strane neiskorenim!
I eto glavnaya beda Ameriki, a ne Usama!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ya vozmozhno ne prav, no eto vsyo zhe vozmozhno.

Vot sizhu slushayu Nashe radio, ustal, vyihodniye kak vsegda proshli beshenno, vsyo !!!!!!!! Alkogolyu--net! Azartnyim igram -- Net!! Vmesto nih budu hodit' na shoping chasche.!!!
Segodnya prochital na anekdot.ru :Mozhno prosyipat'sya rano, no neobyazatel'no s petuhami.

Noch' proshla very very crazy. Posle rabotyi, reshili zaiti v bar( ya, Dave, i Sarah).
Sarah - lesbi, i tol'ko chto yeyo brosila podruga, tak chto izlivaya nam svoi stradaniya byila v nastroyenii vyipit' vsyo , chto nal'yut, tak chto myi nakidalis' ne slabo. I chtobyi hot' kak-nibud' podnyat' yey nastroyeniye myi reshili poyti v Lace, strip bar, tam pyan'ka peretekla v drugoye ruslo. After getting a lap dance , I don't remember that much, and have no idea how I got home. Teper' Sarah priglashayet na svoy kontsert, ya obeschal uzhe 1000 raz, da vsyo ne poluchalos', . Neudobno kak-to. Komu interesno www.drive.info sait yeyo gruppyi.

Proigral......... a na sleduyuschey nedele SuperBowl, tozhe nado stavki delat'... Koroche vperedi u menya dolgovaya yama. Nadeyus' ubivat' budut byistro, mesta s sazhaniyem na kol dumayu luchshe propustit'.
Kstati, u menya nickname Pushkin( chto ne svyazano s moimi lit.sposobnastyami), a drug segodnya prihodit i govorit , chto nashyol drink s nazvaniyem Pushkin, smes' vodki ,gina i white cream de caco, tak kazhetsya. Takaya gadost', .

tak vsyo nachinayu new life, ili tochneye lifestyle. Seychas uyezzhayu v Atlantic City, nadeyus' vernut'sya bez dolgov,. Kstati ya podstrigsya, seychas primu dush, i posmotrim kak oni lezhat(hair) . Vsyu noch' ne spal, dumal na chto segodnya stavit' Buccaneres ili Eagles, dumayu na perviyh.
Podruga opyat' prosit den'gi:(((((( Sparishivayet tak taktichno:" U tebya yest' seychas finansoviye problemyi?" A kugo ih net? Po krayney mere u menya oni yest', . Ona v otvet smeyotsya!!!!!! Bessovestnaya!!!!!( kstati do sih por ne znayu kak po anliyski budet sovest':) Voobschem skoro budet chto-to. Chto ne znayu. Ladno , noch'yu priyedu napishu chto-nibud', mozhet byit' predsmertnuyu zapisku.

Russkaya grupa nominiruyetsya na grammy v stile CoUNTRY,
nu ne klyovo ? Hotya ya dumayu chto Dixi Chicks pobedyat, no vsyo ravno priyatno.

Seychas idu sostrigat' svoi dlinniye volosyi,pravda nemnogo strashno.
U menya vyihodniye, davno takogo ne byilo, chtobyi u menya subbota i voskreseniye byili svobodnyimi ot rabotyi. Budut smotret' tv, i vsyo.

Segodnya: morozhenoye, tyopliy pled, seialyi, . I "idiot" fyodora Mihalyicha.
Nu mozhet nemnozhko interneta. Voobschem, spokoino i rasslableno...
Vchera matushka rasskazala. Moy bratishka(3 goda) zhovyot so svoim otsom v Yerevane. Tak u nih yezhednevno vyiklyuchayut svet chasa na dva. Otchim sprashivayet u bratishki:" Chto tyi budesh' delat' kogda svet vklyuchat?"
Podumav, tot otvetil:" Radovat'sya!!!!!!!!!!"

Vchera den' proshyol -- ochen' stranno, i spontanno!!! c
Ne spal vsyu noch', a utrom poyehal v posol'stvo, tam mne skazali ,
chto mne ne hvatayet. Ya pozvonil Seanu predlozhil vstretit'sya i poiti v Met.
Dogovorilis' vstretitsya cherez 3 chasa u vhoda. Tak, vot ya pogulyal po 5Avenue, i poshyol v musey, ne mog otorvat'sya ot Monet, i Renuara,...
vyishel, reshil chto sozrel dlya spirtnogo, para skotchey, i pinta piva, perevili moy den' v sovsem drugoye ruslo.
vstetil Seana, on okazalsya golodnyim, i myi poyehali b Midtown yest' burgeryi i pit' pivo. ....
sleduyuscheye pomnit'sya smutno, zashli v magazin kupili 2 butyilki irlandskogo wisky(pochemu-to raznyih marok) dal'she myi s nim razdelilis' . On poshyol pokupat' myaso, a ya poshyol iskat' prilichnoye vino. Zachem-to k butyilke krasnogo, kupil yeschyo i butyilku belogo. Vstretilis' u nego doma, podoshlo yeschyo troye chelovek. Sean stal gotovit' steaki, a myi stali pit' wisky i igrat' v golf... Vsyo s'yeli i vsyo vyipili
Domoy ya dobralsya chasa v tri.
A doma radost'- vmesto milleniuma mne teper' XP ulyibayetsya..
Segodnya spal ves' den', predlagali poyti igrat' v Basketball, ya otkazalsya.
!!!!!!!!!!! Okazyivayetsya ne tak uzh i skuchno v Yanvare...

Chto delat' v Yanvare?
V New Yorke skuchno kak nikogda, moroz, hotya v proshlom godu byilo pohuzhe.
Nuzhno yehat' kuda-nibud', gde vsegda oktyabr' mesyats, gde vsegda tyoplaya osen'. Stranno, no pochemu-to segodnya mne kazalos', chto vsya zhizn' uzhe prozhita, i pora na pokoy. A hotelos' tak mnogogo sdelat', hotelos' byit' syil'nyim i priznanyim. Uvyi, bol'shoy gorod lomayet mechtyi, lomayet zhizni. Nuzhno navernoye v San-fransico pereyezhat'.
Vsyo, pora v dush, a potom v posol'stvo yehat'. navernoye vse posol'stva v mire otvratitel'niye, and probably you have to be a mean fuck to work there,
so fuck them too!!!!!!!!!!
A segodnya ya budu schastlivyim, i vesyolyim.!:biglol:
nesmortya na to dadut mne visu v Germany ili net.

5th hour prosto super, Edward Norton is tha, da best in it. Mnogo russkih s Brighton Beach, no film ochen-ochen' klassniy, mnogo vsego takogo pro 9-11, no ne vpryamuyu, a tak na fone, Rosario Dawson tozhe ----!!!!!!!!! Vsyo nado nayti sebe Puerto-Ricanku!!!!!!!