09:56

siju,6as jdu,u4ilka 6as pridet((tak neoxota((
utrom pozvanili 4tob ya po6la vo dvorik,no ya ne smogla,vo pervix mama ne pustila,da i e6o u mena bili koe-kakie pri4ini.
u mena sovsem netu nastroeniya,sover6enno.a ya takoooooy son videla((daje vo sne ya ne mogu nayti pokoya...
no taaaakoy son(((jal 4to mena razbudili((
no4yu opat dumala,tak nadaelo dumat((v golove vse zaputalos,nikak ne mogu ponat do konca koe 4to.
a mne VSE,VSYO i VES MIR TAAAAK NADOELo!!!
vsex nenaviju...za to 4to kajdiy iz moevo okrujeniya xo4et mena videt takoy,kakoy nravica etomu 4eloveku...
razve neponatna 4to ya TAKAYA!!!???oni vse xoro6ie,ya znayu eto,no mena BESIT 4to oni vse vrema mea kontroliruyut,
u4at jizni,kak nada sea vesti!!!

14:57

minut 5 kak ya vo6la domoy...po6li opat s rebatami...po doroge uje ne sderjalas...opat plakala...tak ploxo mne bilo...
v kafe6ke rebat pitalis mne podnat nastroenie,ponat 4to so mnoy slu4ilos...heeeh...tak grustna...
vse vrema dumayu dumayu...tak nadaelo...tak xo4eca jit bez vsakix etix misley...NO ne mogu...
ya ni4erta ne mogu delat i eto mena ubivaet...daje terpeniya ne ostalos uje...po4emu to ya doljna ponimat vsex,
prinimat ix postupki,terpet i jdat,no ved i terpeniyu est predel...skolko uje tak mojna?fuuuuuf...

P.S. mne tak nlavica eta pesna...

You took your love away too fast
Left no chance to say look back
Now I know the truth, it makes it easier
Maybe when time goes by I'll understand

Let's pretend that I've moved on
Then I'll tell myself that life goes on without you
Open my eyes, look deep inside
I run away, I run away, I run away

You threw it all away, so blind
Pushed me far from you, in your life
Now I know the tears won't lead to loneliness
Maybe when time goes by, you'll understand