I'm back from Rome and Paris...I wish I could just stay in Paris, it's so sad and dull here...I need to set some goal and make some plans but I'm just baffled and confused about what I can do or how can I get where I wanna go... I have an offer to stay where I'm now, in hr, and be a recruiter and than a consultant and blah blah. I don't think I wanna be a recruiter or even grow in the hr sphere, I always looked at this job as a temporary position. But I can't really tell my employers that, after all my fucked up interviews I've learned to keep my mouth shut about my secret hope to find a job in the arts sphere, you know, something that was actually connected to my education.
I'm seriously considering again to go to the graduate school...it would be easier to get into some internships that way..aw hell, I have no idea about what to do...
You woke up late to find it was your fault
That he ran away
Your shoes are tied,
Your hair is up,
You start running
And you never stop.
You can try
You can try to rely upon
your past desires to keep you
Running on.
There's people on the bridge,
Fishing for a life that makes more sense.
As the tide begins to turn,
The hooks sink on the line,
Shows us what we've earned.
And it's caught beneath the reeds
Their lovers as in someone else's dreams.
As the water rises up,
It's the only thing we reach..
We cannot breathe,
And speak our love.
Don't lose your will to stand
When you look upon your empty hands
All you see is deep spill inside your heart
It's a brand new life with a brand new start
So i tell you
Don't lose your will to stand,
When you look upon your empty hands
All you see is deep spill
Inside your soul
It's a brand new life
Try to take control