I hanged up for 2,5 years and I really like it not because "It makes life joyful or something..." Sometimes it didn't or even gave "bad trips"... I smoked because it was just something new and different. When I got used to the feelings, I dropped. In my diary in Russian I left a post about whats&whys once. Most of all I disliked in it was stupidness, as it ruined my brains and I couldn't remember my mother's name :)

About the usage of "Hemp": you can smoke it, it is not the term, it is used as Russian "конопля":)

"like it not" - didn't like it?
did you use "hang up"? hang - hung - hung
and I can't find the meaning of 'hang up", sorry) What did you mean? I've found just "эмоциональное расстройство, подавленность; медлить".

Actually, I had the same problems. I couldn't remember anything about the place where my colleague had just gone, so I couldn't tell it my boss) I couldn't remember where I had been the day before) It was really terrible! I began to be afraid of this.

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I would agree with Jelllyjam. It's too difficult to read - either because of a huge amount of unknown words to you or... it looks a lot like a word-for-word translation/interpretation of what you think in Russian... As a result, quite a lot of mistakes :(
I could correct it to make it readable, but I think assistance is not what you were expecting ;)

On the topic - I don't smoke and tried it once just to know what it's like. No effect whatsoever... :)

Мышка-Машка, we talked about this with Сонная_соня)
She was expecting assistance and the text is unreadable, but I think now she understands this and didn't remember a lot of words which she used there, but I TOO don't remember them and I don't want to use them, because they are quite dufficult and useless for me...

Well, if you tried this once, it's normal that there was no effect)