At 9:30am 13 October 2005 I had surgery in PLASTIC-SUR-Clinik in Poland. After 2 hours of cuttin,burnin,.... my lobes was removed.From hopital I goes out with HUGE plasters on t' sides of my head. No pain, not swollen... totaly nothing... I decided to not see my new ears few days ,on time that I have 'covers' on.. it could be to big shock for my eyes...when you see your face with PLUGS 'around' its normal for you but when you dont have them its something WRONG...
After surgery I felt 'FUNNY' bacouse I was thinkin that my lobes are hiden under plasters... after few days when I saw my 'new' lobes I was pretty in shock bacouse I never saw so tinny ears on myself. (even before strechin I had big lobes and now iam like elf)..

DECISION

damn people .. it is few years since I started to be punched by words on the streets. I couldnt stand it anymore. When you walk with your family in shop or on street and you hear (to say nicely) pretty 'bad' texts about yourself.. you have enough of everything.. All the time people look on you and walk around like spys.. sometimes takein photos.. its damn stupid. I never thought that people can be so HUGE idiots.. Even ONE day before surgery I was called 'FUCKIN stupid' when I was with my brother and son on shoppin... I didnt wanted that everybody I loves will feel the same presure, bacouse I know its NOT FUCKIN NICE to stand it so many years..
DONT THINK that it was easy for me to decide about surgery bacouse 2 days before I was cryin day/night about that.

2 WEEKS SINCE SURGERY DAY

its 2 weeks snice I had surgery. Time is flyin fast. I have realy small lobes like never before. People dont look on me anymore and I dont hear stupid bleah bleah.. I feel more comfy when iam out but still feel that something is wrong when I look in the mirror.. but with time witll be better..

В крации по русски для тех кто не понимает англ. соовсем,короче ее достало что люди вокруг ржут,пялятся и обругивают ее как хотят ии она взяла да и сшила их в пластической клинике.И
это происходит в Польше,атас..