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'cause I know there is something great inside of me ,
but I cannot get it .
And I am sure that the space inside my mind is much
bigger than the outer world ,
But I cannot penetrate into this ocean , this universe.
I cannot even peep into it .
I cannot break this invisible boundary .
I cannot
They are trying to put a red herring on the way to my mind .
They are trying to make me do what other people do .
They are trying to impress the thought of my being fully committed . They are trying to distract me from wondering , from seeking
The Truth of Life .
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Now I am just wasting my time and killing myself away ,
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