I am cold and distant, yet warm and close, to those who deserve to see that side of me, part of me, the heart of me. You find me so hard to understand in your world. The world you perceive to be so normal. I am deformed, scorned, reborn. I am me, and I know exactly who I am, what I am and the wrath I bring. The ugly beauty, the lying truth, the virgin whore, the quiet storm. A lover, a fighter, a saint, a sinner, a sister, a daughter, old school, a beginner. I have decorated myself with love, hate, truth, you. All of you, both of you, none of you, more than one of you."