Хм...

Какое то странное притчувствие чего то непонятного.

Както легко на душе и тяжело в сердце.

Я ничего не делал...А так сложно.

Я хочу сказать что мне не нужно то,что вы все мне твердите.Нет я не идеал,я лишь то что нужно.

Нет ты снова не права!Да ты мне этого не писала,но подумала.

Хочу написать,но нет сил.

Хочу уйти.Но нет смысла.

Хочу думать,но нет мазгов.

сегодня как то тихо было у меня в голове.учёба сакс.всё сакс.

нет это не конец.просто всё заебало.

хочу домой.отец говорит дом здесь.а я хочу в россию.

никак не могу дорваться до того чего так хочу.

снова посик.поиск.поиск.

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Кстате ниукого нет прикольных фонов с черепушками и брилиантами??ну такие...брутальненькие!

если есть.киньте.

 

I have been mad the world since I was four. I am completely black and white. I am really open about myself and my opinions. I won’t try to impress you, or change in any way. I have been through to much to get to be the person I am today just to waste it on you. I tend to fall for people who will never feel the same about me but, I like a boy and I hope this will go somewhere. People tend to think I am gay because I am very fashion forward and care a lot about my appearance and shopping and all that stuff. I was raised in a house with out a father figure for my entire life. It is bound to happen. I like to act cold and heartless because I don’t want to be hurt anymore. I want some one who cares enough to melt the ice around my heart. I want someone to climb the walls I have built um and to knock down my barriers. I am a sucker for large bodies of water and big words. I have been told that I am the type of person that when I get mad and yell it is scary but when I am done yelling and freaking out you can’t help but see my way because I am that cute. I think I am okay looking. My self-confidence is as versatile as my mood. I will love the way I look one second and think I am a foul loathsome beast the next. I need to be needed, and I want to be wanted. I just want to love and be loved in return. My life was a nightmare, now it’s a dream.
I can’t wait to wake up.


Just treat me with respect and like a human,
And you will receive the same.
Love me or hate me,
Take me or leave me.
I am who I am,
And I finally realize,
I probably don’t need you.
I am KollinWhanaKill.