Interesno mnenie drugih ludey , napishite plz . Segodnia vpervie ia podumal o sekse bez otnosheniy , dlia menia 20 let , eto bilo ne pravil'no i ne estestvenno . No segodnia vdrug zadumalsia ob etom . Est' odna devushka , kotoraia mne nravitsa , i kotoroy (imho) ia nravlus' , no ia ne ho4y kakih to otnosheniy voobshe poka ne s kem , chto delat' ne znau :/ I tak jalko otpuskat' ee ot sebia , i tak tiajelo postoyanno derjat' distanciu

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primechatel'niy fakt : kogda spish malo , vse takoe smeshnoe i pozitivnoe , krome utra

Poroy chelovek ne uchitsa na svoih oshibkah...

Esli tupo neochem natianut' ulibky do ushey , to nastroenie pochemy to samo po sebe nachinaet uluchshatsa :X

Interesno genial'nost' k ludiam prihodit tolko ot odinochestva i dipressiy ?

V komnate igrala priatnaia i spokoinaia musica ,vokrug tvorilsia nebol'shoy haos . On vossedal na svoem kresle v glubokom zadum'e . Vokrug bilo stolko neponiatnogo dlia nego . Inogda kazalos' , chto vse , kto vokrug projili gorazdo bol'she chem on, potomy , chto oni bili bolee prisposoblenni k etoy jizni . On ne ponimal , chto tvoritsia vnutri , chto tvoritsia snaruji . V kakoe to mgnovenie jizn' vokrug nego kak budto ostanovilas' . I vse stalo bezmetejnim , skuchnim , serim . Skoro predstoial ochen' slojniy put' , no chuvstvo straha pered nim kuda to is4ezlo , kotoroe soprovojdalo ego do etogo postoianno . Ne bilo kakogo to straha za sud'by , bud' chto budet letali misli . A sudia po vsemy nichego horoshego ne nepredveshaet doroga .

Take ... take me home.. with you....

В колонках играет - State of trance za 2008 god
Настроение сейчас - Filosofskoe(c) bash

Leja v vannoy , izdivaias' nad soboy , ackimi temperaturami vodi , ia ponial , kak mojno virazit' na predstavleniiah , chto takoe ob'iatie s lubimoy . Eto kogda ti lejish v holodnoy vode , ves' zamerzaesh drojish nemnogo , a potom vkluchaesh tepluu vodu , i ona tebia obvolakivaet so vseh storon , i tebe stanovitsia tak uutno tak teplo,no pomimo togo , chto tebe teplo , uutno , horosho na dushe , ti mojesh chto to obniat' , prijat' k sebe . Eshe bili misli ... vot ona voda ... mojet bit' takoy priatnoy i nejnoy , priam to , chto nujno , no stoit povernut' kran v lubuu storonu , i ona povernetsia protiv tebia , kak i vse v etoy jizni , stoit chto to povernut' , protiv tebia eto povernetsia . Segodnia odna znakomaia skazala , chto skazala parnu znakomumu , chto otnositsia k nemy tolko kak k drugu (oni kak bi drujili , obshalis' , no paren' hotel bol'she , chem drujbu). V hode razgovora , ia skazal , chto , eto i est' sposob proverit' kakova bila vasha drujba . I tyt podumal pro sebia ... eto nastoiashee iskustvo dostoynoe sil'neyshego , umet' razgovarivat' s devushkoy , kotoraia dala tebe otvorot-povorot po drujeski . Ia sam staraus' tak delat' ... no v dushe postoiano , sovsem ne to , chto ia pokazivau . I voobshe poroy , ia tak nenaviju vse svoi misli , potomy , chto ia ne umeu ih kontrolirovat' . Esli v deystviiah i v razgovore, ia vsegda dobrojelatel'niy , to v misliah ia slishkom chasto zloy . Tolko blijayshie ludi videli virajenie moih misley v deystviia . Eshe leja v vannoy dumal , kak bi zdorovo bilo bi ee vernut' , ved' ia vse taki vse eshe ee lublu , vidimo vremia ochen' medlenno lechit' budet .

posledstviia transa v vannoy :/

Neohota perepisivat' , vse to ,chto ia napisal v soobsheniiah odnomy cheloveky , poetomy :

a ia ....hm... hz kak bi vse virazit' , ny voobshem oshushau svou jizn' kakoy to bezcel'noy i bezsmislennoy . Acko odinoko , skuchno , i vashe hrenogo . Nety ne odnoy dushi , kotoraia bi menia ponimala teper' :/ Chuvstvuu sebia kakim to levim sredi vsego chelove4estva. Sednia Placeabo ves' den' siju slushau . Izvini , chto opiat' nou ... ia dumal otuchil sebia ot etoy privichki . No vse taki tiajelo vsegda v sebe derjat' eto.Ne v dipressii delo , delo v tom , chto soulmate bol'she nety . Ne s kem iz druzey mne po suti ne ho4etsia obshat'sia , na takie temi . Mnogie mogyt chto to posovetovat' , pomoch' , no prosto k nim ne ho4etsia obrashat'sia . Tak ho4etsia vziat' kogo nibud' obniat' , i prosto ne govoria nichego , pomolchat' , podumat' , kak sil'no nujen tebe etot chelovek . No ved' nikto ne poimet -.-

You don't want to hurt me,
But see how deep the bullet lies.
Unaware I'm tearing you asunder.
Ooh, there is thunder in our hearts.

Oh oh oh pozer pozer .........potom budu chitat' i hohotat' nad etim navernoe . No shas grustno :/ if i only could..............

O Me Ge cheto nastroenie postoiano meniaetsia wtf -.^

Blin tak hotelos' sednia so Svetoy pogovorit' , a ee ne bilo online . Ia ponial prostuu istinu , kogda mne ploho , mne ne s kem krome nee ne ho4etsia govorit' , u nee talant uspokaivat' ludey. Sveto4' prosti esli ia kakie to neudobstva tebe dostavil , ili dostavliau ... ti super horoshiy chelovek, ia tak ho4y , chto bi u tebia vse bilo horosho

Moia jizn' pohoja na ogon' , kogda to on gorel bol'shim i sverkaushim plamenem . A seychas on vse men'she i men'she chut' li ne ugli ... Druz'ia i podrugi otvorachivautsia , ucheba pod otkos uhodit(esli uje ne ushla) , clana bol'she net , a nim i interesa k WC3. Vse kak to rezko sdulos'

В колонках играет - Gewgaw
Включенный фен в воде , порез по венам ручкой... Интересно кому это я так не угодил оО ?

Песня дня( а точнее уже 3-х дней) :

Hoobastankt - The Reason



I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is You

And the reason is You (repeat x3)

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

Вери найс сочетание музыки и красивого голоса и нечего добавить ,советую всем:

Jamiroquai - Corner of the earth


Little darlin' don't you see the sun is shining
just for you, only today
If you hurry you can get a ray on you,
come with me, just to play
Like every humming bird and bumblebee
Every sunflower, cloud and every tree
I feel so much a part of this
Nature's got me high and it's beautiful
I'm with this deep eternal universe
From death until rebirth

This corner of the earth is like me in many ways
I can sit for hours here
and watch the emerald feathers play
On the face of this I'm blessed
When the sunlight comes for free
I know this corner of the earth it smiles at me
So inspired of that there's nothing left to do or say
Think I'll dream, 'til the stars shine

The wind it whispers and the clouds don't seem to care
And I know inside, that it's all mine
It's the chorus of the breakin' dawn
The mist that comes before the sun is born
To a hazy afternoon in May
Nature's got me high and it's so beautiful
I'm with this deep eternal universe
from death until rebirth

[chorus]
You know that this corner of the earth
is like me in many ways
I can sit for hours here
and watch the emerald feathers play
On the face of it I'm blessed
When the sunlight comes for free
I know this corner of the earth it smiles at me x5

This corner of the earth, is like me in many ways
I can sit for hours here
and watch the emerald feathers play
When the sunlight comes for free
I know the corner of this earth it smiles at me

You Can Close Your Eyes , It's over now