They say "New Year - New Life"...I doubt it...no...i don't believe in it. It all remains the same until we change everything ourselves...actually I am in the mood of great changes, the mood to turn my world upside down...but it is most possible that I won't do anything to make this wish come true. Why? No, it's not laziness...it is fear...natural fear of all new and unknown...

...but I am going to overcome it...