it seems like i have no choice, i must do that, noone in the hole wide wold have such power over me.... they made me what i am, or was, they have force to tell me how to live my life, so i'm broken and torn...
don't say it like that.. don't be like that.. i don't belive that there is somebody who is stronger than u.. you must fight... or at least disobey.. u must be who u are and not change.. i mean... u can just pretend that u have changed but stay like u are.. if those people really care and really love u they must leav u like u are.. stay urself.. damn i already don't know what am i saing..