i wasnt gonna do anything last saturday night, but Stef rang me and asked if i wanted to go to some 18th party with Kate and Tracy.i said yes so i came to kate's with stef and we were waitin for trace to pick us up..party was pretty good, but we didnt know anyone so we decided to go to other one, where all people from our school were..it was fun, but than Ash had a chat with her bf, they had some issues and coz he was really drunk they argued and he just ran away, than we decided to go to another party and on a way we saw butler(ash's bf) running on the road trying to get hit by a car, he yelled and hit all the rubbish bins..then one car hit him, not hard though, but it made us realised how scary the situation was..then we all started crying...stef because she recenlty broke up with her bf, she ve been trying not to let her emotions go for about 2 weeks, and she had a brake down that night...ash was crying because of butler..she knows that he didnt deserve her, he dropped out of school, he hangs around those guys who brake into houses and still things or just leave a big mess there just to have fun..they drink and take drugs.ash is so much better!!she is smart and gorgeous!i love her, really..everyone knows how bad butler treats her, and she does know, but she thinks she loves him..silly girl..kate had her brake down because of ash and butler, and also because we were rush to get on a train and had to get on the other side of a platform..train was coming, ash got on the other side, stef ws about to, and i was standing on a platform,,kate got really scared and yelled at us..and lucky last=) i was crying because of stef, because of butler, because i felt sory for myself..i dont know y but i felt like a chocolate icecream and i needed a hug...
love you all
tash