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Well,you know today i`ve got the feeling .The feeling of doom.May be it is fake but for several seconds it was rather strong.It was situated in the middle of the chest crawling to the neck ,slowly.The only thing ,I had understood,that I wasn`t afraid of it.The only thing I had ,was smile on my face.It was another step down....to the somewhere.I tried to analyse and now it is all the same