as you know I'm not a perfect person...I used to play with  people  changing them too often...
even if I wanted certain person to stay with me, my nature would try to disturb this unhealthy desire....
I'm not a bad person, not good either....but I don't care about that...
The most difficult point for me is admission of my stupidity..There are too many people that are much more clever than me....It's normal. It's really normal and healthy, but why then does it hurt me?
why do I feel unhappy because of that?
I consider every person in this world should have  at least one thing that he/she does better than others....
yes......but still there are people who could do it much better than you....afterwards you understand that you aren't the one...that they can change you.....find a substitute....and you hate yourdelf...as I do now.