She's not beloved
Thats true.
The same damned shit as in the Orwell's (or God knows the right way of his name) novell "1984"...
- I've betrayed you - said Julia
- I've betrayed you - said... don't remember his bloody name.. the main hero...

We've betrayed each other... She's the first one.. I followed her. Thought that it'd be the way. Was wrong'...
She's the real bitch. I'm a real son of a bitch. i d'nt know why.. but as I understand it now. Too many mistakes.. Stupid, f...g mistakes, that've ruined all...
God damn her, not me. I'm already damned. I'm sick. Insane. 1 year'd passed. I CANNOT... I can't forive her. I cant' forget her.
That's why I'm drinkin' all the way out, thats why I'm lustin', f...ng that bitches... shit... all of them are red haired...
Just 1 one thoght... well. If I'm damned.. why the hell I pretend to be a nice guy?!
F... it all..
Beware....