В колонках играет - Radiohead - CreepНастроение сейчас - ready for actionMy motivation to wrestle with oneself or in life.
Well, it happens that we are faced the challenge: I want
vs I must
. What do U prefer to be happy
when U are sad or to be sad
, when U are sad. I sometimes mask my suffering with cheerful smile
, & no one doubted my pretended happiness except the most closed people. I think it’s right. People always tend to smo who feel good and happy. If U don’t want to be alone, U must to make conditions for comfortable meeting with U.
What else? I am a person who is driven to achieve, and help others. Help is main things in the world. I’m proud of people who work in hospice or leper colony. It’s great helps for hopeless case and terminally ill patient. What about me? I try to make smile of smb, it was only one smile, but it means that day was lived worthy. Smile of smb is my motivation to be funny
and mask my bad mood & emotions. Smile always help to relax tension and make cheer up!
A person is nothing without dreams. Dreams is big motivation in life. My dreams reminds me that I have a long way to go in life. The only thing I can hold onto are my dreams; to obtain internal serenity, and to become successful and proud of what I've made of myself whether good street cleaner or president of company (why not?).
I don’t want to live ordinary,
but sometimes I want peace of mind and to know something for sure. It’s often difficulty. And it’s one of my motivations: to be sure of future and live unusual. I want to have funny and instructive
stories for my children about my life. Life unusual set thinking about change myself (I hope in better way (improve)).
I will battle
for the main thing and being of use. Wrestle with oneself is important motive power.
vs I must 
. What do U prefer to be happy 
when U are sad or to be sad 
, when U are sad. I sometimes mask my suffering with cheerful smile 
, & no one doubted my pretended happiness except the most closed people. I think it’s right. People always tend to smo who feel good and happy. If U don’t want to be alone, U must to make conditions for comfortable meeting with U.
and mask my bad mood & emotions. Smile always help to relax tension and make cheer up!
but sometimes I want peace of mind and to know something for sure. It’s often difficulty. And it’s one of my motivations: to be sure of future and live unusual. I want to have funny and instructive 
stories for my children about my life. Life unusual set thinking about change myself (I hope in better way (improve)).
for the main thing and being of use. Wrestle with oneself is important motive power.
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