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"From The Inside" - Linkin Park

I don-t know who to trust no surprise
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
Happy thoughts sift through dust and the lies
(Trying not to break but I-m so tired of this deceit)
(Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet)
(All I ever think about is this)
(All the tiring time between)
(And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me)

[Chorus]
Take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won-t trust myself with you

Tension is building inside steadily
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
heavy thoughts forcing their way out of me
(Trying not to break but I-m so tired of this deceit)
(Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet)
(All I ever think about is this)
(All the tiring time between)
(And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me)

[Chorus]
Take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won-t trust myself with you

I won-t waste myself on you
You
You
Waste myself on you
You
You

I-ll take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won-t trust myself with you

Everything from the inside and just throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won-t trust myself with you
You
You
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