I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel light when you’re gone away

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel light when you’re gone away

Íå ìîãó óäåðæàòüñÿ ÷òîáû íå íàïèñàòü ýòó ïåñíþ åùå ðàç....Óæ áîëüíî îíà ïîäõîäèò ìíå....ñåé÷àñ.
 ýòîì ìèðå âñå "ñëèøêîì"...à ÿ òàê íå óìåþ.
ÿ ñ óìà ñõîäèòü íà÷èíàþ...
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Ïóñòûíÿ â äóøå, è ñóõîé âåòåð, ñàäíÿò ðàçòåðçàííîå ñåðäöå ñîëüþ ïåñêîâ...
Çàáûòü...
ãëàâíîå...
õîòü êîãäà-íèáóäü...
èáî áîëüøå íå ìîãó...
ñàìà ñåáÿ íàêðó÷èâàþ...
íó ïî÷åìó...
íå ìîãó.
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çà ÷òî?
âñå!õâàòèò!âðåìÿ âûøëî!ñðîêè ãîäíîñòè èñòåêëè!!!
íåðâû ðâóòñÿ, è ùåëêàþò êàê êíóòîì ïî ãëàçàì, äî ñëåç...
íî íå ìîãó áîëüøå, ïîòîìó ÷òî íå õî÷ó...

à ÿ âñåãäà äåëàþ òîëüêî òî, ÷òî õî÷ó.
ïóñòü ìîæåò è íå ñðàçó, íî....äåëàþ.

Íàñòðîåíèå ñåé÷àñ - çàáóäü......
 êîëîíêàõ èãðàåò - Evanescence - Broken (îíà îäíà ïî êðóãó...)