Lookin at the MCR banner right now and feelin shit cuz i'm not goin to be there cuz i have a long way to go w\ the exams. More impotantly...i hate that moron!!He promised to be there for me when i need help but all he keeps on sayin - oh u gotta tough time that's ok! Want me to come? LIKE SHIT HE MEANS IT!!!! he says he's workin hard..ok, but is it too difficult to send a two words sms to the girl he claims to love? I want to laugh at his face when he says he want to marry me. Who on earth would say such words without meanin them? It seems he would. Fuck him with his fuckin work!He can play his fuckin guitar whenever he wants cuz i don't care anymore. A month ago i did but now - i just give a fuck! I'm very angry...VERY!!!!From now on i will NOT let him use me whenever he wants, havin me bringign him my pics,cd,dvd,lyrics and whatever!
I'm just very tired...Very and nobody can't understand this.