they will never know what they do
or they think they saving you or they just dont care

well, that was genious but they didnt got it...
thx god:)

my dear place is waiting me there. so hot, so great
im starting in egypt from 20 of may i suppose

petrocka moia, see ya=)

I'm missing the filling that somebody miss me

didnt write a word here about. But it was cool, really.
well, i have an excuse. I told you I killed my camira. So all I have after trip is just memory, emotions, some friends, and the wish to come back.
I definately will, in a month about.

So, reminding my childhood, I drew my story. Please dont judge me too strict, i didnt draw since my childhood, so my skils are on the same level:)


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the film is differ from life because in film it couldnt be something withought any particular reason.
in life it could be.

well, till not see someting really optimistic in the nearest future, lets look at the past
directly to my lovely childhood.
reminding it, for some reason i didnt like me in it, although looking this photos i like this small lady. she is cute actualy

hm. why i becomeing like myself just after after time
funny question. or funny answer should be.



some more photos from that time

Dear friends,

about a month ago i killed my camera
so really dont know when will be able to show new pics
or will go back to the history...
so that is

take care,
Marina

я зачем-то вечно предираюсь к своей работе,
отработав здесь всего-то три недели,
постоянно приходя на час позже если не позже
имея довольно лояльный график при желании
и хоть и "претендующее", но вроде нормальное руководство
коллег, которые вполне общительны и приветливы
и т.д.

смысл моих придирок, а?

я вот сейчас в метро читая (по большей части не читая, а ностальгируя конечно) пресс-папку по бразилии поняла, в чем же оно, блядь, дело
полета мне не хватает
глобальности поставленных задач
забываюсь я. или?

Freak car



Freak girl


Freak me


Freak exflat


Freak toothoicks


Freak carrot

snot surrounding me today
pink, hearts, kisses, hugs
love?

seems for me St.V-07 turns to Club of Bachelors
who else could remember about my existanse?)

fuck, just Birthday can be worse
all that "hollydays" is the measure that today ur life is sucks


ah better if i had smth to suck tonight, do u hear, Life?!

some pictures of russia


Churchies



buildiengs on reconstruction




cats

i like this photo
some times its very in mood
it gives the filling of loneliness

was looking for some education stuff in uny, went to one auditorium and finded this guy there
Philip Zimbardo, professor of psychology at Stanford University
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Philip_Zimbardo
best known for his experiment, which gave a base for the movie Experiment http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0250258/

quite nice and frendly man, some times sayed things to think about
and seems he really experimental person, in nature

thats honney

mom's present to me when i was very very sick
she says she even didnt notised the picture when was buying it..

that sweet pie was presented to one very cute young lady on her 8th birthday



and that was it in 5 min

withought any coments
just some from parties or whatever






princess of trash






me, university variant

me, vacation variant


pic i just like a lot, made in club. unfortunately that ppl dont even imagine how beautifull they were that moment:)

lets continue this stuff



so the story is
some time ago ive got a friend (Hi Rich, how the things going on?) who was terrible need to know what russians use in winter as clothes

so i asked some my dear friends to give a SHOW to him

so, welcome to see!!!

SNEGURKY


first of all, let introduse Snegurochka's

Marina
(me)


Katya


Ksiusha


So lets start













any more show for u?

all orders below

so lets continue the story about a trip called "that fucking live"

oh, how many true in this name
but we wont go fether that, cos who knows who can read this, right?
well, now i just angry and i have no wish to hide that
as ppl, my dear ppl whom i liked, whom i loved, whom i was addicted to fucking me up the whole day long ignoring or killing all my best intentions to them

fuck, where is depression???
no, i just want to blood everything up

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Dear D., i want to say u smth, smth very important for me
i need u and i knew that when we met
i need protection, i need the filling of carying about, ur kindess.
ur calling today was like a worm soft blanket and kiss before sleep for a homeless child

thank u for giving, not, GIFTING this filling
what ever will happen i will allways remember about this priceless gift
take care, u my very dear friend