Yesterday...was completely not my day...
I had a lot of work, broken my nail, while was shopping, taxi i took had an accident...and finally this weather...grey sky, rain, cold...hate such weather...
I talk with my Randy about children yesterday. Now when i remind his jokes about children i just smile, but yesterday..mm...it was very unpleasant.. He told me that he wants children, but..mmm..he will never clean them, cause its mom's job)))he doesn't want to do any dirty job with children..But children..its naturally that babies are not always clean....
I was a bit upset because of such thoughts...but..today i made a reserch on this subject...my male friends think the same..((( Ohh...they are men(((...Think I need to accept that men are not so close to children...as women.
But...the only thing i am sure is, that Randy will love his children and will be perfect father..
My mom called me again)))) twice))))..
And..you know what she told me? Actually, before Randy, she was defending all my boyfriends)))Saying..ohh, sweetie, pls be more patient with...or be nicer...you have such bad character.., you are too complex ...too aggresive..So today, she said...baby take care he not hurt you , you are too nice and sweet..you always look to people through pink glasses...))) See difference?
But i know that he never never will hurt me...he is too good, even if he is hidding it.I love him everyday more and more....