and i've always thought it was all my fault, because of many things... but there's too much to be said and yes, it's not very comfortable here, i think. or is it for you? anyway, we can talk somewhere else.
why do you think you should apologize? i think of it as all my fault honestly... and i rather thought i will be that bad kind of special in your memories. of course i want to know, that's why i wrote. i just don't know if you're comfortable saying it to me and on this page where anyone can read it.
yeah, there's something about songs. maybe you won't believe, but i did the same today. i mean came across some songs of one particular band, that i haven't listened to for such a long time. no, it's me who needs to apologize. you will be the same for me, i hope you know this. i can tell you everything if you want to know.
i came across a song that reminds me of you and i guess i wanted to see how you're doing. anyway, while i have a chance, i want to apologize for all that happened and i want you to know that you will always be special to me. can i ask for something more than 'fine' about how you are? if not i swear i'll disappear right away and i will not bother you anymore.
uhm, well maybe you don't remember my name, so what about a girl from poland you used to kinda talk to very long time ago? anyway i'm glad you're fine:)