"The only way to get rid of a temptation is to yield to it."
- Oscar Wilde (1854-1900

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I was happy

Good night everybody. I am logging off.
Till tomorrow

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"Moral indignation is jealousy with a halo."
- H. G. Wells (1866-1946)

"Glory is fleeting, but obscurity is forever."
- Napoleon Bonaparte (1769-1821)

"Victory goes to the player who makes the next-to-last mistake."
- Chessmaster Savielly Grigorievitch Tartakower (1887-1956)

"Don't be so humble - you are not that great."
- Golda Meir (1898-1978) to a visiting diplomat

"His ignorance is encyclopedic"
- Abba Eban (1915-2002)

"If a man does his best, what else is there?"
- General George S. Patton (1885-1945)

My dream! I can't belive it is coming true...
Don't ask me what is it but its something I dreamt of ALL my entire life.
I am THE happiest person in the world.
I love the life!

Woman can fake their orgazms but man can fake a whole relationship:)

Good night gone astray, I am very tired myself. TAlk to you tomorrow.
Have a good day tomorrow and indulge yourself with something good!

Mondays are tough!
Are they for everybody?

Well, I am soooo tired. Trying to build my web site. Takes a lot of time nad effort.
OK, I guess I crossed the border. I am on my second page...That means something.
I am laughting at what I just said and going to bed alone...
Good night everybody!
Gone Astray, are you around??????????

I received a nice e-mail from my university roommate. It brightened my day. Roommates! Random people who make a difference in our life. I was just thinking about the days of my university. Not long ago.
Roommates...Sometimes you even do not pick them up. You are obliged to live with them because they signed you with them.
Roommates...

The wind is so strong that it just removed the chair in my balcony. And what am I doing? Nothing. Watching from the inside.
Is this the wind of change I was talking about?????????:)

I think the colors make a difference in peoples lives. I like fulling around with colors. I wish I was a painter...From my conversatin with my brother Dan I realized that the time has made a gap between the two of us. Even the usual conversatin doesn't stick. The years....We were soooo close.
On one thing we agreed. I am glad. Ne vse potereno!

WEnt to the same bar yesteday, met the same people.
Where is the wind of change!

After the break up

Yes, it did snow!!!!!!!!!!
It is wonderful

Oh, finally there is some sunshine in my life. And I might get the job!!!!!!!!!!!!!Wouldn't that be great? A new path! An new position and moreover what a position!!!!!!!
I just had a great nice day.
I hope the sunny days continue. But on the other hand seeing whats going on in New York I just wanna sing "Let it snow, let it snow....let snow"

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Every time I hear something from T. makes me depressed. The old, sweet days...
Its like this eternal thing we carry inside of us pretending nothing ever really happend. But seriously, what did really happen? It was just a friendship with a little spice:) but with lots of imagination and fantasy...I guess thats what makes the whole thing stronger! From one hand the hidden desire and from the other the reality, the unobtainability...

Yesterday spent the day with my friends in the Met. The VAn Gogh drawing exhibition was great. In the City already we feel the Christmas spirit and thats what made me decorate my apartment this morning. The red candales make a difference. I always wonder if Christmas is my favortei holiday?
Partied till 1:30am yesterday and I feel akward during the whole day. Need to do some shopping for the week. I guess I better go...
Nothing is up in the diary kingdon:)
Another week from our life had gone forever to the history. It was full of drinks, parties and people.

Some people just create problems for themselves. Because their lives are soooo empty. they create problems for others as well. Why do I have to deal with this crap, ha?
The Thanksgiving is coming. Do I have to express any particular thanks this year???????????????????
I lite a chery candle and drinking some Jasmine tea. Waiting for the Sex and the City show to begin. Not that I lovethat show its just a time passing.
Anyway, I wish everybody a happy Thanksgiving! Not that anyone reads my diary.
Ordered another catalog. Gonna decorate and furnish my bedroom. Its gonna be a makeover!

Raining...