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Создан: 19.02.2008
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Воскресенье, 04 Мая 2008 г. 16:00 + в цитатник

My rap song...

Четверг, 06 Марта 2008 г. 01:00 + в цитатник
It’s too late to apologize
[Chorus]
I say that it’s too late to apologize
So go, I don’t wanna see your eyes
Which are full of tears, I‘ve tried to forget those lies
But I always remember my tries
It’s not tries, it’s nothing… don’t bring me your apologies
Don’t fall on your knees, don’t say please
I said that it’s too late to apologize…
[Verse 1 (Mark Falcon Xzit)]
I wanna see you, but no, I remember that
When you lied to me, when you said that nothing is bad
But I was seein’ that you were very sad
And I didn’t asked that, I don’t wanted to be mad
I checked it out, and then I saw that you lied
I’ve tried to have mo’ pride, you tried to hide
You came up and you were cryin’
It’s seemed like you were dyin’
But I didn’t give up; I just said that it’s too late to apologize…
One thing you’ve done wrong… you were with him
Fuck him, who is it? I don’t wanna ask, cause I don’t wanna hear these lies
You were with me, cause I had a lot of money
You know that it’s not funny; you knew that you can’t hide it from me
That I will know it someday, and then you won’t see me ever
That’s right… you should be mo’ clever
I hope that I won’t see you ever; it’s too late to apologize
I thought that those things were my tries
But they weren’t… fuck you bitch, fuck with that jackass shit
Lick his dick and look that he’s cock should be sucked a lil’ bit
I don’t like you, I hate you… I’m ready to destroy you…
I loved you, but now this love is dead
Where it is? Nowhere, I just had…
Now I don’t have, I’m just mad
Oh… I heard that he’s name is Ted
So don’t get on my way or you’ll see my rise
It’s too late to apologize, to apologize…
[Chorus]
[Verse 2 (Mark Falcon Xzit)]
I remember when we were walkin’ on a beach
We were talkin’ about something, talkin’ about how I became rich
I was kissin’ you… god damn, I was kissin’ you bitch
Everywhere: in a cafe, on a street and even on a pitch
I saw that Ted when we were on disco
You were dancin’ with him, weren’t you? I thought that you’re psycho
How you can dance like that? You said that your dad taught you
Fuckin’ lie bitch, this nit Ted taught you… this is the whole truth
I know what you wanted to do,,, you wanted to have a sex with him, didn’t you?
You showed to the whole people, to the whole youth
How you can dance… oh shit, fuck you, I don’t like you
I just can’t understand this, you like money
You ready to everything, fuck you, and fuck off with your Teddy
It’s too late to apologize… It’s too late
It’s your choice; it’s your fate…
[Chorus]
[Verse 3 (Namsfear)]
There no girl in my life, nobody
As you see my life is rife, it’s me
I wanna change this reason at last
But how I could do it? If this reason is past
So I can’t, Janaire said: “Fuck it…”
I know that I should do it
But I can’t, I just can’t stop to think about it
You see that I’m exhausted, I’ve lost it
I wanna bring to myself apologize
But it’s too late; I’ve already passed those tries
Janaire is not me, cause he’s not full of fear
I scare, that’s why my name is Namsfear
But he’ll help me, he said that
I try to be not sad, and y’all know that I’m not mad
I’m tryin’ to help to people, I don’t wanna be bad
I just wanna have that life which I never had…
[Chorus]

Sad rap... it's not about me, it's just story...

Пятница, 22 Февраля 2008 г. 22:41 + в цитатник
I am sorry
[Verse 1]
I feel myself not right, I just worry
I write these words to say that I’m sorry
I’m sorry for everything that I said
Now I’m sad, I understand that I was mad
I’m sorry for those things that I’ve done wrong
I’m sorry for everything, cause now you’re alone
I just write this song
Cause I can’t stand it so long
I wanna call you and I always take a phone
I dial your number, but I can’t push the button
I’m sorry for that I don’t talk with you everyday
I really have something to say
And I wait until will come that day
When I will tell you everything someway
I’m sorry for that when I showed my bold
I thought that I’ll be the happiest man in this world
But I’m not, I sit and I think a lot
I just don’t wanna make some dot
Cause we know that to both it will be spot
We could be together in one plot
We could sing songs together as long as we want
We could run from your crazy aunt
But we don’t, I see that it never will be, we won’t
I sit and I feel this heavy pain
I think that we could be together again
But I know that you’ll say no
I will say: “Goodbye!”, then I’ll go
I wanna kiss you again
You don’t understand me
You don’t understand this pain
So what can I do? This is my destiny
I don’t wanna see that moment
When our ways will become to be different
[Chorus]
I’m sorry for that I appeared in your life
I’m sorry for everything which made you to feel the pain
Don’t worry, I’m not crazy, I won’t kill myself by knife
But I still wish that I’ll see you again
[Verse 2]
I know that everything that I wish is seems
My thoughts, my wishes, my dreams
I see in my dream that you come with great dress
And when I ask you, you say: “Yes!”
You’re smilin’, you’re lookin’
And I can do everything
But it’s only dream, I’m sad
I’m alone, I feel myself bad
I don’t wanna believe that you gone
You changed the number of your phone
Fine, everything is gone, thank you
Thank for my life, thank for everything that I have, that’s true
I see you, I see you everywhere
And when I see, my heart is beatin’ faster and I scare
But it’s not you, it’s some other person, you’re not here
But for me, you always near
If you wanna hit me, so do it
If you hate me, so show it
If you say that I’m crazy, so say it one mo’ time
Destroy my life, destroy everything which is mine
Destroy me; destroy Janaire, so he’ll be dead
C’mon make that life which he never had
Make him to die, make him to cry
Don’t let him to fight, and don’t ask: “Why?”
It’s my life, you’re gone and you’re not here
I won’t take the phone, I won’t call you, cause this is fear
My way is another, so we won’t be together
I’m sorry for that you won’t be with me ever
I’m sorry for that you won’t see me, either
I’m sorry for that you won’t embrace Janaire
I’m sorry for that you won’t read my songs ever
Forget me, this is all, you’re gone from me forever…
[Chorus]
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Четверг, 21 Февраля 2008 г. 00:16 + в цитатник
My pain
[Chorus]
I don’t wanna try, I don’t wanna cry
I just ask only one thing: “Why?”
Nothing mo’, I don’t wanna feel any sore
I don’t wanna feel that I felt before
[Verse 1]
I wanna come up and kiss her
I wanna tell her that I miss for her
But I know that I won’t do this
Cause I know that nothing will happen
It’s seems like everybody thinks that I’m ugly
Ok… fine! I will go, nobody will see me
I’m gonna go from this world, so I’ll say goodbye
To everybody, and then I will die…
Hu… so who will cry? Who’ll miss? Who’ll remember?
Janaire will be dead, forever… so you’ll see him never…
These feelings is killin’ me inside
That’s why I can’t hide
I hope that everything will be alright
I hope that this all just seems
Maybe one day we’ll wake up and this is all will be a dream…
Everybody with whom I wanted to be is gone
And y’all see that I’m always alone
If I love someone… I’m ready to give her my world
To give her myself, me… and I’m ready to protect her, to hold
To say that I love her… to show my bold
Fuck this all, I wanna run from this all
But it’s still livin’ in my soul
I wanna destroy it, but I scare that I’ll never feel it
I don’t wanna be exhausted, I don’t wanna cause it
I just don’t wanna feel this feeling for a few days
And then I’ll go back again… to this same result, to these same ways…
[Chorus]
[Verse 2]
I don’t wanna change myself for her
I won’t do it, I wanna be Janaire
I wanna be myself, I wanna have my health
I wanna live by my life, I wanna do that I wanna do
Nobody will change me, nobody, even you
I’m feeling this shit, so I will feel it… it’s my destiny
But I know, if I do some things cleverly
I won’t feel this anymo’… I won’t waste my time for nothing
So Janaire should do something, but it’s me, it’s my fault…
Janaire is just only good man; he’s the good side of me
He live normally, he’s not ugly as me… I’ll be dead, maybe…
Janaire will live, I’ma Namsfear…
Yeah… it’s me, I’ma full of fear
Fear is always near, fuck it… I will fight with it
I won’t go back; I won’t stay away from it
I will fight and nobody will stop me…
This pain in my soul… sometimes seems like my soul is screamin’
And it’s screamin’ something, but I can’t listen…
I should know what it screams, I’ll listen and then I’ll think
What I will do, so what will be then…
It’s not breakin’ me… it’s just seems like that…
But hope is not dead yet, I’m fine, but I can be sad
But Janaire will fight, he never give up
Even if some motherfucker will get on my way, and if he fuck up…
I will punch him, I’ll hit him… he will know who I am
I’ma rapper, I’ma Xzit, but I’m not Eminem…
I will do this; I will solve this problem…
Sometimes to some situations I just don’t give a damn…
[Chorus]
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What is love?

Вторник, 19 Февраля 2008 г. 21:38 + в цитатник
So tell me, what is love? What you think?
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My name is Namsfear...

Вторник, 19 Февраля 2008 г. 21:19 + в цитатник
Sometimes wanna forget this all
Forget these feelings...
Sometimes wanna cut out my soul
Forget this gravitation...
Sometimes wanna be happy...
Forget the sadness...
Sometimes don't wanna agree
Because you don't wanna see that you see
Forget this world, forget me...
Sometimes see myself in the mirror...
Forget my face, forget myself...
Sometimes wanna punch a door...
Forget what happened, forget everything...
Sometimes don't wanna ask...
Because you know the answer...
Sometimes don't wanna look at task...
Because you don't wanna lose some hour...
Sometimes i wanna find myself...
Because i don't know who am i...
Sometimes i don't think about my health...
Everyday i just wanna cry...
Sometimes i think about death...
Forget these thoughts, forget this lie...
Sometimes i think about that i have...
Forget this life, cause everybody gonna die...


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