I remember feeling the same few years ago, now it all changed again for me: it's not only about preparing, getting the food ready and not enjoying, it's about visiting the people you love, care about, like to see, giving presents, receiveing presents (presents themselves are not important, it's the thought that goes into choosing a present, wrapping it carefuly and giving it to someone). It's about taking a deep breath and reviewing what was your goals in the previous year, which ones you actually achieved, and setting up new goals for the next year. It's about starting a fresh page in your life!