Дорогие ПЧ!

И что именно вы тут читаете? А? Нечего ведь читать... :)
Новый день, новые проблемы...но! негатива больше не будет... вот так вот! Эт я так РЕШИЛА... по совету одного друга... сказал что мне резко надо сказат НЕТ негативу и просто быть позитивной... вот так вот :) эксперимент

Вот такой вот был weekend!

В колонках играет - Candela, Buena Vista Social Club

Ереван утром ... полумрак, холод и одиночество

Ogromnoe spasibo Izke, Armany i Dine za prekrasniy den' :)

Только что заметила что у меня новые ПЧ - привет ваМ :)

Время - яд

В колонках играет - Eros Ramazzotti

Oblivion...

I'm not sure I have an answer to what dreams are and what they mean... but I know one thing for sure, the dream I saw today made me much calmer and balanced... and I don't generally remember my dreams, this one I remember because... i woke up in the middle of the night, just for a few seconds but those seconds were enough for me to realize that my dream was about all the negative emotions that are trapped in me... the only way was to realize them in dreams... the dream is as follows... and icq window and a lot of nasty things... things I'm "saying" that I wish I did voice some time ago but never did.. and don't think ever will.. those things and ideas that keep poisoning me from the inside, they're released now. I'm not saying this will make me happier right away, but at least some part of the negative is out of the head... for now.

Не хочу работать... хочу сидеть дома и рожать детей....

i hate when ppl lie, don't have the guts to tell the truth... there is no point in white lies... eventually they will break someone's heart...
i hate traitors and irresponsible idiots who never think of the consequences of what they do

Ненавижу эту работу... не выношу большинство людей с которыми работаю... надоело постоянно делать работу за других и потом выставлять ето как team-work и achievement...

Возможно, в этом мире ты всего лишь человек, но для кого-то ты – весь мир.

Interesno... i gde je etot chelovek dlya kotorogo ya - ves' mir? auuuuuu... :)

*опа! какая дата...! наверное все таки надо вырубить етот баннер :)

а вот ето нашла у ГУВХ

Work-School-Home... i'm back again

don't do anything stupid... don't do anything stupid... don't do anything stupid...

I want to forget and not care... I want to not react, I don't want my knees to feel weak when I see him with s/o else, I want to be able to control myself in those cases but apparently I can't...I want to be able to think that there will be someone that I can trust .. I want to be back to NORMAL, is that too much to ask for?

I guess one year is not enough time to forget someone...or to just be able to ignore, one year is not good, at least not for me... hate myself for this...

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alarm goes off at 7:00... or 6:15 depending on whether I need to prepare for class... this will be the morning schedule for this semester for sure...there's no other time to do the readings. so alarm goes off and I have about an hour to get ready for work, many times this is quite painful cuz up to date I don't have the habit of preparing what I'll be wearing in advance...

many people ask me why I don't wear skirts! TADAM! :) with such kind of a schedule where I have to run to work (saldafonskoi poxodkoi (c)) and from work to class it becomes quite difficult :)

9:00 a.am sharp - I am at work... a cup of coffee is the only thing that I can handle that early :) chit-chat for a bit and 9:30 marks the start of my day... for the past week I can't really say what exactly I have been doing, except for talking on the phone and trying to answer handful of e-mails that I get... organizing a big event can be a pain in the ass sometimes...

I have to leave at 5:30 but I'm usually late for class... 2 hours of trying not to sleep and pay attention to the professor's remarks, trying very hard not to be rude to fellow classmates who are really truly out of line and attend classes just to show off a new dess and their absolute coolness... this is what I pay my tuition for ;)

40 minutes in the morning and 40 minutes after class is the time I have to myslef...this is when I walk to work and from class...

I'm back!!!
The trip was quite nice actually - that is given that I forget my damaged mobile, cold weather in Moscow and the awful experience of waiting for the delayed flight at the Sheremetevo 2 airport (in case you didn't know, there are usually no places to sit and wait, compliments of Sheremetevo 2 management :))

I have to say that sometimes a good book can save a life! :) If you see "The Devil Wears Prada" on a bookshelf don't hesitate, just buy it ;)