The devil has awakened, figuratevly speaking. We'll see what happens now. Will my angel save me yet again or has his voice lose it's meaning to my soul.

Right now is an odd time in my life. Some wonderful choices to make... Freedom... I'm enjoying this although hurt is there for other reasons as well. All will be well. ;)

В колонках играет - Gackt

Today was wonderful, great and sweet.
I was woken up by an offer to go to Pacific Mall to shop and hang out.
I had a great time with my bf. Upon arrival home my mom offered to go shopping as well but this time we went to a local cosy mall. It was very nice, we got me cute yellow slippers with pink lady-bugs on them and a pink soft pj's. :)
And now I'm just resting. :)

Song of the Sky...

I just found an AWESOME graphic T site: www.threadless.com
LOVE it. ;)

This is me when I was younger. :P

Wanted to brag about my dress. We got it for my boyfriend's army ball this spring. :) Hope you like.

В колонках играет - Ayumi Hamasaki - happy ending

I was in pain and had no medicine left. Hitai! I called him just in case he had any time because I couldn't go myself and my mom wouldn't come for quite some time. He asked his boss for a ride home, bought the medicine, then took his car and brought me the medicine. I feel all better now. :D Isn't he the sweetest?
Me made out a lot and it got pretty hot and heavy, lol. He says I'm like a drug but he is mine. :)
Now he's going out with a friend and I'm going to rest up and study French a bit. :)
He's my favourite silly ass. :)
>.<

About cat. This is my cat and I love him. I think he's gorgeous. :)

I kick ass, man!
Besides that two f. uped things happened today, lol. They were funny and weird too.
One: my boyfriend's army buddy (he's a little out of it, no offence to anyone) he saw me at university and started pretending like he's shooting at me and my girlfriend from an AK and then "threw" an invisible granade at us, LMAO!!! I called my bf, he cracked up too. Poor guy had to be that dude's firing partner for quite some time, hahaha.

Two: my professor got all freaked out because two black dudes got offended by what she teaches presumably and would come into one of her classes and threaten her and get all agressive. Anyhow, me working where I work I just can't efford to react to that kind of thing so I just made a joke related to what was going on to my neighbour and I started cracking up. She came up to me, asked my name and told me it's not really that funny and that she had a very stressful weekend. I said that I don't find THAT funny I simply was exposed to that kind of thing a lot and if somebody were to come in right now I would stab him in the eye with my pen, so she shouldn't worry. She didn't find anything to say to that so she just left it at that and after would only talk to those who would freak out as much as her. Fuck. Get a grip. Once u panic you're as good as dead. Besides, breaing news!!! you might die any day. Sheesh. End of rant. :)

Oh and one more: all these people from my past life want to talk to me and shit and I don't care, leave me alone!!! :D God! Besides it's people I've never been friends with... we never went out together and never hung out unless all like a cattle of cows LOL. Whatever:P They can kiss my ass, I'm not adding them on that special picture site. ;)

I feel like I killed a mermaid or I got killed or something along those lines. It doesn't make much sense but I don't want it to. If I made sense of it all I would go completely insane or smth like that. In any case, my mood is in the picture. Nothing to say anymore, just waiting.

I put time on pause. I worked and took an aromatic bath "Still life". And still life it is today. :) I want to just relax. Decisions?
I want to be free-standing like the Eiffel tower, stable like the Great Wall of China and free and tender like a bird. That's it. I think something inside of me has been born. I'm my own best friend now. I'm great. ;)

Hiya. I have amazing news. :P One, my boyfriend gave me a promise ring saying it means that he will be with me all of his life. :D
Second, I had a blast today with my gf: we went to see Epic Movie (very funny), ate sushi, shopped at Lush, had coffee and laughed a lot. (welcome to the Twilight Zone, lol).Third, Naruto rocks. Cheers. Oh and school is easy, lol.