Deactivation of my facebook account turned out to be harder than I thought. Its been less than 24 hours, and I already feel an urgent necessity to restore it. In reality, it does not help much. True, I cannot see my bf's page, etc...but it does not change the fact that I am heartbroken. It does not change anything.

Today I am going to some kind of doctor who will prescribe me herbal medicine to calm me down.

Then will go to the cinema to watch "A woman under the influence"...which is an old and depressing movie, but whatever.

Yesterday baked muffins and went with my roommate and his gf to the park to drink tea.

In other words, I've gone crazy, but on the outside it seems that I am happily crazy.

My gay hairdresser gave me a big painting as a present. Its soooo cool!

Ah, also bought a groupon for photosession.

I am doing fine. I am.