We were in psichiatrical hospital together.
"-Madeleine, are you hear it ?!?", - Lillia always say. She was not sick girl, but want's to die ... I sufferred from insomnia, and had time to look at her. She was like angel, she hsd a soul ... It is, no, was love. She save me from memories, fear, pain, from anythuing what prevent me to live.

Lilia
It was warm automn day, 3 of October, Wednesday. She set at me, and asked my name ...
She sad:"- I am with you! i never left you! We'll live, live forever... ", - " The life is'nt stoped! Deth is nothing! Deth is not real!!!" She was wrong ...
To years ago Lilia die. She kill herself ...

This diary is not mine, it;s belonged girl, who dead 2 years ago. I whant to tell everybody about her life.