well, now i'd approached a significant border in my life.
and overcome it.

suddenly i've got understand that my life have changed dramatically.
usually ppl name it 'to become adult'.
of course in value of social adaptation.
but it doesn't any matter.

as one well known artist said, 'The show must go on!'
and it goes on.
the only new fact is that i'd just realised some its new aspects and hidden rules and hints.
and my Show will go on, inspite of everything.

and now i need to do my work.
i have damn lot things to do and the time is not my allie anymore :(
can't say it makes me regreting (vice versa), but it invests a few new rules into the game.
so..
Murphy was an optimist.

Bless me.