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I learned a lot.
About myself and about life in general.
Tried to set my priorities straight.

The world isn't a fair place.
But.
There is beauty even in the most desolate places.
If you know where to look.

There is meaning.
Even if you have to make it up yourself.
Even if it is just an illusion.

I was happier there.
There were times when I couldn't bear the real world descending upon me.
But.
I felt more at peace.
From time to time.

Being an outsider was okay there.
I was an outsider anyway.
Here being an outsider is harder.
I don't belong here.
Any more than I belonged there.
But it was easier.

One day.
I will go back.
Soon.

Until then.
Fare well.

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