am I the only one who believes in faith and relationships?
am I the only one who lives in a perfect word?
well i know that nothing is perfect, but todays discussion in my class totaly crushed me, i am so frustrated right now, i am so mad, damn, i need to talk to someone. Right i finished teaching my class or should i say , attention MY OWN class, i came to the lab to write my feelings, i met Nancy on my way and talked alitte bit i couldn't tell her how i feel right now, horrible, i am totaly down............
. All i did in class i watched how my two parters gone crasy ,screaming at each other aobut sexual herrastment topic..... I didn't say a word cause i was afraid to get involve.........it was discussing, they were screaming out of their lungs provings what is a sexual herrastment and what is not.......so discussting......i wanted to shut them.. but i continued on drinking my coffee instead....i dont' want to and i don't like to get involve into DuRTY stuff.....its just discussting and thier conversations went no where, from the point of what is sexual herastment to the detains what a guy could do to a girl , the difference between being a virgin and not, to insulting each other..............eh , horrible horrible day.............i was so discussed by their conversation..........i didn't see it funny in any way, and i don't like when people talk about stuff publicly that should be discussed at home or with beloved ones....c'mon not everything should be shared with public............don''t you know that........and than she went saying that all men are like that, c'mon i am a girl and i don't think that! iIf you think that way, that means YOU have problems not everyone around you. It means , YOU got to deal with them not to blame everyone else around you and telling horrible stories, scaring good and innocent people around....aren't am i right? i should have told her that......but i didn't , maybe it a good thing, cause i don't want her to go mad at me, i have feelings and her problems are her problmes....Than my second partner came in late,,,,,,,,,fuck............. i was so counting on him, i didn't prepare my lesson because he was so exciting about doing it the way that he wants that i let it be just the way that he wanted, but no, he came in very late.. is this a bad day or what?
oh yeah, talking about sexual herrastment that man on the morning train was totaly over me, he couldn't get any more closer than he did.....asshole...
ah, i had no idea that my class, those freshments are so durty, punish them...
most of them....
ah, i feel better now, ok i am going to go to my eco class and chat with my friend, i need fresh ideas and air.......
adios............
me.....