fuck, if my period doesnt start this week i will go crazy......everywhere i go i see hints........my boyfriend talks about babies.....i see all the maturnity stores all of a suden at the mall, new born babies everywhere, stupid commercials about dipers, condoms.....even when i walked into the medical office to take the drug test today for my new job , the first thing i heard from the nurse was the booking nursing room phone call.................FUCK!!!!

i better not be pregnant!!!!!

yesterday we went on a date and ended up taking about babies

he said he wants to lose weight, i said i want to gain weight and he said that he knows how to help me,  apperently he ment to get me pregnant cause babies with help me gain weight,.....it freaked me out big time.............and now i know he wants a lot of babies..........sick man

sometimes i hate my parents

i cant believe that i will have to live with them for another year or more so that they can save some money and buy the house.......they dont even know what they want to do.....buy a house or move back to ukraine......why cant they make up their mind

i hate it

i miss him like hell, all i can think of is him, man i want him NOW

i cant stop shopping at victoria secret, someone please stop me, that website is addictive

i went to queens today....first time driving there, it was fun :)))

i cant believe everything is perfect

i got the job that i want, i got the boyfriend, i got my friend back, my parents take me more seriously now, seriously i cant believe it, even my dreams - i see myself moving out of the house where i was born, i know i am starting a new life..........i dont know if its going to be a good or a bad one, but its definatelly a new one.......a new chapter of my life....

today is his first day at work, i will see him tonight :)))

on day 6 he said " i fucking love you" during sex, lol

yesterday i arrived from my vacation, my parents picked my up at JFK

it was the best vacation i've ever had.....the best 6 days out of my life..........it was out of this world, i totally loved it....dominican republic will always be in my heart from now on......i couldnt ask for more from god, this year is starting out great.......best vacation before best new full time job.......all i've ever wished for....i dont even have words to describe my feelings....i love the saona island and the santo domingo city.....every palm that i saw i fell in love with, great beaches...great hotel....great sand...great guy....i think i love him...he was so gentle and loving.....he was my first....thousand miles away from home....i will never forget it, i simply fucking love him..........

thank god i met him..........................................................................................................

cant ask for more.....................................................

i am happy..........................

mucho amore... :))

haha, i fell in love with him like a fucking teenager under the big green palm on a sandy beach...............

i went shopping with joe today.......

he really likes me,  i can see, he bought me lunch and he even took off work to meet me... i am afraid he has a crush on me,  he even asked if its ok to drive and see me tomorrow to give me my christmas pressent......but i said no, its not nice and i dont want his pressent...........

2 more days  till my trip

sms

1:53 AM

" i am sorry ole. i didnt mean to scare u. It was just a christmas gift.  I dont undestand what is in your mind or what you are thinking. Can we mediate resolution"

will called and text me yesterday all day...

i promised to see him today , but i couldnt face it, i am freaking out about him...i am keeping his pressent....

so instead i spend my whole day in queens with qina :)) it was fun

2 more days untill my trip to caribbean :)))))))))))))))

We went out for a couple of drinks.

Will gave me golden earings for New Year.

He said he wont take it back. I told him i am seeing someone, and he said : "good for you, i will wait."

I am crying.

Happy New Year Bitch

i saw him again yesterday, it was the weirdest date in my life

i took him to the mall, but we were late to the movie that i wanted to see and he didnt want to see anything else, so he offered to go shopping.

we ended up shopping for pants for him....it was so funny....it took us more than an hour to pick him pants , even the salesman started making fun of him....he is like a girl,...and i got to see him in his underwear....he said he gained weight and the salesman offered me to help him lose weight in a bedroom.....haha...

than i took him to the coney island, he wasnt impressed, but he liked the ocean... i always take him to the ocean....he seems to like it,..he even walked to the water with me, even through it was very cold and he was scared....he is actually scared of places that i take him, cause they are dark and almost never have people around...but i like it...very romantic........

we decided to go on a vacation together after new year.......we are going to the caribbean

Ремонт не понадобится! ... бесполезно.
Пpежний владелец был без ума от этой машины! ... он и сейчас ее повсюду pазыскивает!
Есть люк ... на случай, если двеpи заклинит.
Геpметичный салон! ... два тpупа лежали в нем все лето, а снаpужи никто и не почуял.
Все будут только по магистpали ездить, а вы по любым гоpкам! ... поскольку у вас pаботают только пеpвая пеpедача и задний ход.
Женщины выполнят любое ваше желание! ... лишь бы не садиться внутpь.
Деpевянный pуль! ... только шкуpкой обpаботать - чтоб pуки не занозить.
Только что из Геpмании! ... депоpтиpована из-за пpотестов "зеленых".
Один хозяин! ... безуспешно пытался сбыть ее в течение 15 лет.
Все водители будут уступать вам доpогу. ... глядя на вашу машину и думая, что за pулем псих.
Владелицей этой машины была женщина - она ездила на ней pедко ... в основном деpжала в ней куp.
Ваша жена будет счастлива! ... с Васей, поскольку ночами вы будете пpопадать в гаpаже.
Вы по достоинству оцените шумопоглащающие ковpики. ... когда поставите глушитель и замените двигатель.
Посмотpите, она пpосто сама едет! ... оно и понятно, без стояночного-то тоpмоза!
Сколько ей лет? Всего два года! ... в pозыске.
К ней бесплатно пpилагаются аптечка и огнетушитель! ... чтобы как-то компенсиpовать отсутствие запаски и аккумулятоpа.
Вместительный баpдачок! ... частично компенсиpует отсутствие багажника.
Сильный, удобный, чувствительный, непpихотливый тоpмоз! ... это - вы!
Стекла - ни единой тpещинки! ... в отличие от поpшней, кузова, pессоp, и пpибоpной панели.
Шиpокая база! ... или "высокая база", или "мощная база", или даже "кpутая база" - все pавно, такой лох, как вы, ничего в этом не понимает.
Вы так пpивыкнете к этой машине, что дадите ей имя! ... котоpое по сообpажениям цензуpы здесь не пpиводится.
С этим авто вы станете счастливым! ... как и все идиоты!
Вы почувствуете, что такое кайф! ... но будет уже поздно...
Так что беpите! ... ноги в pуки и мотайте отсюда быстpо

i am still thinking about how will i spend my new year.

will canceled my date with him today because he has to work,,, sad,,,but thats ok,,, i am sick anyway,,,i think i got a cold....joe called, he said he bought me a christmas present and wants to see me to give it to me...oh, that boy is so sweet.....he even offered me to drop off some food because i am sick :))

chicken soup....so nice of him... i really like him now :)) also waley called and he invited me to a new years party at his place, i think i might go ...what the hell, i dont have any plans yet...i wanna see all my friends...thats my new years resolution - go out and meet as many people as possible