i did not yell so much in my life!!!
fucking electrician

I CAN DANCE!

haha, my horoscope for 2day says:
Thanks to the planetary formation that is unsettling everyone today you’re likely to react badly if someone seems to be undermining your fierce sense of independence. Aquarians don’t like to be pinned down at the best of times, but today you’ll be extra sensitive, so postpone any deep or serious emotional discussions!
so true!

there, i just broke up on a phone with will
even through we never dated, but he kept on calling me and asking out
now , it put the end of it
gosh, me almost cried on a phone, at the end, he didn't even talk much, i felt like i was talking to myself and he was crying on the other line.
now i feel like a bitch, but for a good reason
i can't stand a guy who is that sensitive and "good"

"Я тебя съем красная шапочка!" - сказал безумный пионер и сожрал свою пилотку.
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- Доpогая как ты пpекpасна в этом туалете!
- Закpой двеpь, идиот!

i am going to the mogehan sun casino for two days , yeah!
tonight i am going to see ABBA consert and than go swimming at the local hotel pool
but before, i am playing some poker!!!
i so wanna win, so i can buy myself a piano!

fuck
will now keeps on calling me everyday
fuck fuck fuck
i can't stand him
why why why was i nice to him for a couple of days before
thats what you get when you stay nice with guys that you dont like

just came home
went out to learn how to dance mambo with victor
2 hours of pure fun
even through , he cant dance for shit , and not my type of a guy
but i always enjoy dancing no matter where, when and with who
p.s. especially when that black guy grabed me ... haha
and the instructor always showed new moves on me first
ha!

gosh, even my driving instructor is in love with me
and he is in his 70's
and he wants to be my boyfriend
young, old , straight , gay, single or taken guys just love me

part II
same shit
my first piano lesson
and once again, old farts showed up
what the hell did i sign up for??????
kill me

i hate her
fucking biatch can't make up her mind
first she wants to go to the pool, than she doesnt, than she wants again but cant cause it rains , like she's gona die in the rain
fuck, i should do things on my own from now on so my plants would be ruined anymore

just came from my first dance lesson
it was haha, how can i say that, "fun"
well, i was the star on the podium, thats right, but thats because grandma's and grandpa's showed up
everyone was over 50 in the class...
haha, but dancing will old men was fun for me, and not so fun for their old wifes
one bad thing - they move VERY slow

going to the beach on my own saw fun
BUT now that its after dark, i can see how uneven i applied sunblock at the beach to my body.
i can literally see my finger prints on my back, sides, feet and my BOOBS
i can't wear tank tops anymore
damn
damn
damn
i dont'want my finger prints on my body

for the first time in MY life , i went ot the beach all by my self , without anyone
totaly alone , and it was totaly fun!

i woke up this sunday morning at 7 am just so i can go to 4 hour driving class.
it was so awesome. its so great to learn new things!
i love power of learning.
i also decided to take 5 more lessons to improve my driving skills.
cause driving in NYC DRIVES ME CRAZY , it drives everyone crazy
the instructor was such a cool dude :-)

i can't believe that bitch just called me
i told her earlier that i am going to a party and invited her
but she didn't want it
now, she just called me to ask about this party so she can go with her own friends and didn't even ask if I want to go
and its the party that I invited her
i cant believe it, she totaly abandon me
this is so rude, we are NOT friends any more
thats it
she can go have fun with someone else
i swear , thats it
i will not pick up my phone when she is calling
never ever will i go out with her
i need to get better friends

yesterday i went out with olga, alex and carla
it was a fun night out.
we went to see pirates of the carebean movie
and before that we went to a indian restaurant , where the food was awesome
i ordered lamb and a mango cocktail, it was unbelievable good!
we all stayid at olgas house cause it was way to late to walk home alone.
that biatch, invited two guys that i didn't know and we ended up watching borat clips like until 5 am
i dont know whats wrong with her, she is so jealous of me
i can feel it, she even said to me : " you wanted to go sleep, you can go now" when i had the conversation with one of the guys
its like she is totaly different person around guys when i am present

COME OUT OF YOUR SHELL
* there are others who often seek to avoid making mistake simply by not doing anything. it is quite true that in that way they do avoid mistakes and the resultant personal embarrassment they fear so much. but they also miss LIFE itself and all its thrills and satisfactions.
* say nothing, do nothing - be nothing!
* be actively interested in people and in their interests.
* smile at people when they look at you.
* when people draw a circle that shuts you out, just draw a circle that takes them in.
* we should not withdraw from people because of an occasional rebuff.
* people will like us and join with us for our own good, if show we are interested in them and the things that concern them.

1)Кошелек – есть, мужской только
2)Зубную щетку – даже 2
3)Расческу – штук 7-8
4)Украшения - золото , бриллианты
5)Наволочку – давно уже не видела ее
6)Одеяло – есть
7)Чайную чашку – всегда на рабочем столе без чая
8)Нижнее белье – есть
9)Любимые духи – макс мара
10)Какой диск сейчас играет? - никакой, смотрю телек
11)Пирсинг? – только уши
12)Во что сейчас одет? – футболка, штаны
14)Во рту – ничего?
16)Желание – многа, но сегодня вечером хочу пойти в кино
17)Кого бы ты убил, если бы была возможность? - да пусть живут
18)Кого бы ты хотел сейчас увидеть? – елвиса пресли
19)Кто рядом с тобой? – только телек
20)Любимое кино – леон
21)Что с нетерпением ждешь в следующем году? - работу
23)Что последнее выпил? – пиво, очень жарко
24)Чего смертельно боишься? – темноты
25)Нравятся свечи? – параллельно
26)Нравится вкус крови? - не пробовала
27)Веришь в любовь? – только не до гроба
28)Веришь в родственные души? – конечно, я с ними живу
29)Веришь в Рай? – только в ад
30)Веришь в Бога? – да
31)Кто твой самый злейший враг? – совесть
32)Что заставит тебя заплакать? – могу плакать без причины
33)Что заставит тебя засмеяться? – пальчик
34)Что ты хочешь получить на день рождения? – еще не знаю
35)Что тебе обычно дарят? – золото , бриллианты
36)Тебе нравятся открытки? – очень, обожаю их рассматривать часами в аптеках
37)Кусаешь ногти? – нет
38)Можешь сворачивать язык? - зачем?
39)Можешь поднимать одну бровь? – нет
40)Можешь пускать кольца дыма? – не курю
42)Можешь собирать глаза в кучу? - ё маё
45)Как часто принимаешь душ? – когда хочется
46)Как долго ты принимаешь душ? - по утрам 5 мин, по вечерам по часу
47)Как сушишь волосы? – руками
48)Красишь ногти? - через день в новый цвет, обожаю
49)Тебе нравятся накладные ногти? – нет
50)Куришь? - нет
51)Пьешь кофе? - не люблю кофе
52)Принимаешь наркотики - шоколад тоже наркотик
53)Спишь с мягкими игрушками - у меня мягкая подушка в виде зайца
54)Видела несколько раз один и тот же сон - да
55)умеешь играть на каком-нибудь муз инструменте - пока нет
56)Веришь в жизнь на других планетах - только на марсе
57)Читаешь газеты - да
58)Ты заботишься о своей внешности - стараюсь
59)Заботишься о друзьях и семье - скорее они обо мне
60)Любишь вкус алкоголя - да
61)Секреты - нет
62)Татуировки - нету
63)Пирсинг - нет
64)Тебе нравится твой почерк - мне нет, другим да
65)Плохие привычки - слишком много думаю
66)Настроение - могло быть и лучше
67)Еда - ненавижу
68)Прическа - никакой
69)Что раздражает - лень и самоуверенность без меры
70)Думаешь - думаю
71)Напивался до отключки - я не пьянею
72)Совал части тела в огонь для развлечения - только пальцы, и то по глупости
73)Был ранен ментально/ранили душу - нет тьфу тьфу
74)Хранил что-то в секрете от всех - да
75)Имел воображаемого друга - где ты каспер?
76)Плакал от фильма/во время фильма - даже чаще чем надо
77)Влюблялся в училку/препода - немного
78)Выступал на сцене - да
79)Стриг волосы - нет, вот уже как 21 год не подстригалась
80)Любимое мороженое - да любое, лишь бы мороженное
81)Любимый предмет (который преподают) - география
82)Любимая фраза - что опять??

последние 24 часа ты:
83)плакал - нет
Убирал комнату - нет
Стирал - нет
Принимал ванну - нет
Сделал что-то полезное - нет

Ты веришь в:
Себя - верю
Друзей - иногда
Судьбу/карму - нет
Деда Мороза - нет
Привидений - нет
Правительство - клевые ребята
В НЛО - после правительства?

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:
Birthday:	i am old
Birthplace:	ukie
Current Location:	ny
Eye Color:	green/blue depends on the weather and mood
Hair Color:	dark blond
Height:	5'5
Right Handed or Left Handed:	used to be left handed, now right handed
Your Heritage:	i bet all east europeans
The Shoes You Wore Today:	didn't wear any yet
Your Weakness:	shopping for cloth
Your Fears:	too many
Your Perfect Pizza:	with tuna!
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	get a real job
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	dont have a messenger and never WILL
Thoughts First Waking Up:	what time is it?
Your Best Physical Feature:	90-60-90
Your Bedtime:	depends
Your Most Missed Memory:	i dont miss anything
Pepsi or Coke:	neither
MacDonalds or Burger King:	whats the difference?
Single or Group Dates:	can be both
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	lipton ice tea
Chocolate or Vanilla:	chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee:	hate coffee
Do you Smoke:	no
Do you Swear:	never, i swear
Do you Sing:	yes
Do you Shower Daily:	try to
Have you Been in Love:	i am not sure
Do you want to go to College:	i want to get out of college
Do you want to get Married:	someday, after 30
Do you belive in yourself:	of course
Do you get Motion Sickness:	whats that?
Do you think you are Attractive:	yep
Are you a Health Freak:	yes , i like to watch what i eat
&..39;Do you get along with your Parents:'	yeah, they are cool, so far
Do you like Thunderstorms:	not really
Do you play an Instrument:	i play on ppls nerves?
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	yea
In the past month have you Smoked:	never
In the past month have you been on :	a plane
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	nah, i dont even remeber what its like
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	no
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	haha, just yesterday asked my mom to buy me some
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	yesterday
In the past month have you been on Stage:	i was, but i wasn't performing or anything like that
In the past month have you been Dumped:	ah, never
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	whats that?
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	my friends cds? but i am playing on giving them back
Ever been Drunk:	nope, i don't get drunk
Ever been called a Tease:	thats my middle name babe
Ever been Beaten up:	if being smacked on the ass counts
Ever Shoplifted:	nope
How do you want to Die:	peacefully
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	i am grown up!!!! (i guess this survey is not for me- cause i should be working and not doing this shit)
What country would you most like to Visit:	japan
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:	blue
Favourite Hair Color:	dark black
Short or Long Hair:	don't matter
Height:	higher than i am
Weight:	in shape
Best Clothing Style:	i like guys in suits
Number of I have taken:	lol
Number of CDs I own:	to many
Number of Piercings:	just ears
Number of Tattoos:	none
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	nothing
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